I agree almost completely. I just don’t want to give in to the will of the boards of directors that do their best to maximize the disinformation to maximize their short term profits.
There’s got to be more value to civilization than that, right? Things are real and truth has value even if meaning doesn’t matter.
I guess I just like to dream about what we could be, but it’s not getting any easier to believe in it.
Unusual maybe, but I wish it wasn’t so easy to accept it as just another part of history. I hoped we were better than this with all the new tech, but I guess old habits die hard. The new tech just seems to be a new tool they’ve been getting the hang of, and AI makes the dumbest sound less dumb to the ridiculously ignorant by choice. By so many choices I can’t fathom.
What response fits the bill? Or more accurately, fuckin bull?
Everyone looks out for themselves with what resources they have. Yet they look at the rest of the population in the eyes to order a meal or a drink.
Worth is in the hands of the rich, and they think their money makes them worthy.
I have no answers, only questions. I’m fucking tired. We live in an unforgiving universe and we strive for suicide for the sake of making the most of the moments we have, filling them with debilitating pleasures.
I genuinely appreciate being able to word my questions differently than old google, and specifying deeper into my doubts than just a key word search.
It’s great to delve into unknown topics with, then to research results and verify. I’ve been trying to get an intuitive understanding of cooking ingredients and their interaction with eachother and how that relates to the body, ayurvedically.
I think it’s a great way to self-educate, personally.
Reading internal family systems by Richard Schwartz, watching videos by sadhguru, taking time to try to follow the threads of “intrusive thoughts,” by trying to sit in them while focusing on my breath and trying really hard not to think in words, trying to listen to myself rather than talk to myself in my head.
I do also see a therapist, and he helps talk through things that paralyze me from making decisions.
Why hyperbolize the truth that’s already so extreme? Yay for making impressions over expressing meaningful truth. If you’re trying to garner reasonable thought, what’s the point if not profit off clicks and views?
Or is true?!?!?!