I don't know you, your life or your struggles and I'm not qualified to offer any kind of professional help or input, so please- spend the energy you're spending on Lemmy on seeking help from someone who loves you, a suicide prevention charity or a professional who can help with these thoughts. Worst case scenario - nothing changes and you've lost nothing. Best case; things change and you have a happy life.
What little I do know of you: you have access to the Internet, you know at least a little bit of technology, and you speak English. These things alone mean you probably live a better life than billions of other people. Perhaps all you need is a little bit of perspective.
So sincere question: why the fuck is it so god damn awful over there then? People going bankrupt over medical bills isn't a thing in Europe, and your social care appears non existent...why the dissonance between expenditure and apparent results?
You live in ignorance and seek to maintain that ignorance in other people
Quite literally the definition of argumentum ad hominem. Attacking my character as well as my motivations, neither of which are the subject of the discussion and are only being used in a fallacious way in an attempt to cement their argument. Their follow-up just demonstrates why it's not worth the time to engage with someone who makes such fallacious bad faith arguments.
The preceding paragraphs were attacking my argument and would have made an interesting argument otherwise.
Don't ignore the warning signs. Not everyone who has ideation goes through with it, but everyone who goes through with it had ideation.
I'm not a professional, and perhaps that's not the help you need - maybe you just need someone to talk to...friends, family or if neither of those are available (or don't help you) then seek out one or more of the numerous charities out there looking to help people like you.
Wild to me how many replies you're getting that defend North Korea. A failed state that has a starving population with no freedoms and is completely ostracised from most of the world. By choice.
Genuine questions- what is borderline suicidal? My mum was suicidal (as in...put on suicide watch) and there was no borderline, just one day it happened.
If you feel its getting that way- please do whatever is necessary to protect yourself. Death is a very final solution to a temporary problem.
I don't know you, your life or your struggles and I'm not qualified to offer any kind of professional help or input, so please- spend the energy you're spending on Lemmy on seeking help from someone who loves you, a suicide prevention charity or a professional who can help with these thoughts. Worst case scenario - nothing changes and you've lost nothing. Best case; things change and you have a happy life.
What little I do know of you: you have access to the Internet, you know at least a little bit of technology, and you speak English. These things alone mean you probably live a better life than billions of other people. Perhaps all you need is a little bit of perspective.