When it's slow and when I open up recent programs it locks and shuts. I've changed two computers in 25 years for that reason. I think the first one was for GTA III. Fortunately, there are no more games that are worth changing a PC.
More like 200 if with fillers you cut on all the bullshit episodes made it to take time, the flashbacks and side-bosses not relevant for the whole story. (I don't believe anyway in more that 50)
No decent alternatives, I'm sorry. You need to get help getting reddit out of your head, then you might be able to find, or build, the alternative you're looking for.
Same, I honestly think it will end up with becoming a thief for food, probably living hidden in a house that doesn't belong to me spend the time in a sleeping bag too hungry for move, waiting to dying.
I realized this at a very young age when I learned that my schoolmates were meeting each other every day, while I was living far away, in a bubble, separated from the country and with inappropriate education.
Bad, the days are stagnant and everything I want in life is far away and it seems like I'm excluded from getting it, living is getting less and less meaningful.
I don't like share my phone number because it means be vulnerable, give away something that can be used against you. That person can use it for spam calls and easily become a stalker without too much effort
When it's slow and when I open up recent programs it locks and shuts. I've changed two computers in 25 years for that reason. I think the first one was for GTA III. Fortunately, there are no more games that are worth changing a PC.