My handsomest boy (my only son) has the worst habit of choosing my lap within 3 minutes of me having to get up to leave for work. Photo of my Berlioz for taxes.
Money can almost exclusively be put to “better” use. I’m not going to regret going out with friends and spending a $20 on drinks and dinner. Being sour about it doesn’t make the money come back lol.
I think I understand what you mean by internal scream, but my experience is more like… the inability. I could breathe but I couldn’t force the sound out of my body. It happened so frequently I started to bypass struggling and just going back to sleep. 😂
Yo 👋🏼 I’ve experienced sleep paralysis A LOT but I never actually “saw” anything, the feeling was plenty terrifying for me. Unable to move or scream for help. Definitely that heavy feeling across your chest/abdomen and like something/one is holding your limbs down. But never seeing this thing doing so. No shadows, figures, etc. just vibes lmao. I respect your views on nightmares and sleep paralysis, but I simply do not resonate with your perception. I do frighten easily, and I’m currently on medication that causes vivid dreams/nightmares EVERY NIGHT. I would kill for that sleep so deep when you wake up you thought you were dead lol.
We actually have to keep the bathroom closed because the little one likes to mutilate toilet paper rolls. I leave the door open when I get ready for work and when I turned around they were like this!
Pardon my ignorance, I am new to the fediverse and have no idea what I’m doing.
But, when I signed up for loops on the website, I had to wait 3 days for them to send me a link to download a test-flight app for loops. I cannot recall if TestFlight is standard on iPhone or if I downloaded it previously.
It is wild to me that it’s just a guessing game for them, when were the ones stuck with a new pill and all the possible side effects that come with (not to mention the prescription cost) just for it to probably not work, and then onto the next pill on the list.
I have had one of the worst days that I can recall since I left my ex-husband. Woke up early to go to the dentist, they had to numb me which is the worst part IMO. I go home and my mother texts me she’s been in the hospital over 24 hours. I rush to get ready for work and go see her. On my way I hit a crow, it ruins the grill on my VW bug. I get to the hospital and sit with my mom until I have to leave for work. I order a fish sandwich to grab for my dinner and only after getting to my desk at work open my takeout and find they gave me a fried shrimp sandwich instead. My mom lets me know the hospital released her saying they didn’t know what was wrong and prescribed a muscle relaxer. I am a supervisor at work, I had one person call out sick, I’m behind on my duties, and I had a new person start today. Not to mention i started my period last night and was cramping several hours today. the cherry on top was getting the email from credit karma that my score had changed, found it had gone down 30 points because my ex-husband skipped the car payment last month and is now behind 30 days. 🥲 I’m pleading, what have I done to deserve all of this? I hope tomorrow is better, and I hope even more that my mothers health improves.
My handsomest boy (my only son) has the worst habit of choosing my lap within 3 minutes of me having to get up to leave for work. Photo of my Berlioz for taxes.