It sometimes feels like that, I've used it to organize my thoughts, I also used to use it as a "hud" like a videogame objective but I'm pretty sure that was just superfluous.
I'm into worldbuilding and I want to learn how to draw, problem is this is all counterbalanced by my procrastination and ADHD, it's hard for me to sit down and write anything down or practice drawing. Having a TV in your head when you need to concentrate on things like school didn't help either.
The most productive use I've made of it has been for programming, I still don't have a programming job yet but I was able to learn the skills. I have a lot of technical interests and I feel like I understand a lot of abstract and theoretical ideas more easily. Funny thing is though I can barely do basic math in my head, even my ADHD diagnosis notes I can't easily keep words or numbers in my head, even if I try to visualize them.
I'm a Maladaptive daydreamer, not only could I "see" an apple, I can imagine it in my hand and look really close at the little details of an apple in real time.
I am not joking, my daydreams play out almost exactly like I'm watching a video, sometimes I look fondly at the story I crafted as if I just finished watching an episode. There is a very thin barrier for me that prevents me from just making up memories.
I can get people wanting a "one-size fits all" solution where we peacefully resolve all problems and the violent one are obviously evil.
But the unfortunate thing is, you do have to fight for "the right beliefs", and yes the right beliefs are technically subjective and this could be abused. But there's just no alternative to taking a specific stance and physically fighting for it no matter what.
This is about whenever contradiction show up in a system what the general responses would be, but if you want a specific example by me.
I posit that privatized healthcare is a contradiction, base capitalism relies on supply and demand and healthcare will always have infinite demand. So profit motive =/= health motive.
According to the chart, the lefist would suggest getting rid of privatized healthcare in favor of universal healthcare funded by the government without patent gatekeeping.
The conservative would simply not acknowledge any flaw or contradiction.
The centrist would keep the system and implement bandaid half solutions, like state insurance or Obamacare.
Got into the Atheist youtubers, then they moved onto anti-SJW and I stuck around. Thought I was being an enlightened logical centrist, "both sides are bad" and all that. So I figured modern feminists were overreacting.
Then the MAGA movement ramped up, now abortion rights are gone. Also since then I discovered I'm trans and now LGBT rights are at stake.
It sometimes feels like that, I've used it to organize my thoughts, I also used to use it as a "hud" like a videogame objective but I'm pretty sure that was just superfluous.
I'm into worldbuilding and I want to learn how to draw, problem is this is all counterbalanced by my procrastination and ADHD, it's hard for me to sit down and write anything down or practice drawing. Having a TV in your head when you need to concentrate on things like school didn't help either.
The most productive use I've made of it has been for programming, I still don't have a programming job yet but I was able to learn the skills. I have a lot of technical interests and I feel like I understand a lot of abstract and theoretical ideas more easily. Funny thing is though I can barely do basic math in my head, even my ADHD diagnosis notes I can't easily keep words or numbers in my head, even if I try to visualize them.