Alberton is still relatively cheap and my old neighbours are selling an original fixer upper. Local characters live there and they're all pretty wholesome.
I have a fear of strange dogs. the fucking cunts who get their noses out of joint when you tell to control their bity fucking animals where the sign says to are as bad as they come. I used to walk my housemates huge staffy ridgeback, on a lead. he was known to bite other dogs. trying to explain to these fucking hipsters in footscray having a picnic, this isn't even my dog, so I can't absolutely control him and here's your bouncy labradoodle snapping at it cos you want it to be "free". people have no common sense.
I'm hongohones, and this is today's what really grinds my gears.
I bought a bunch different toys for my cat and my sister gave me some also. The only one they like is the mouse with feathers. I bought a bunch of them $2.50 each. The one they tore the feathers off though is still the one they play with on their own most. That and shoelaces. Oh and mumma loves the tunnel. Don't like the led pointer. Cats really don't understand money.
Corn Wave from Kiev. Caminauta from Uraguay. Molchat Doma from Belarus.
They're all on spotify, but I hate it, all my music is these days is purchased from bandcamp. As an artist I cannot support a platform which pays recording artists jack shit.
Rice cooker purchased and brown rice made. I need to stop eating a dozen or more rice cakes every night as all that spread is making me spread. Late night snack will now be fried rice. Half a tablespoon of olive or coconut oil every night will be sufficient. I make it the vegeta stock and it's got just the right amount of msg in it to give it that shiny chinese take-away vibe.
Been moody as fuck today. Cycle watch on my smart watch seems to check out, day 1 of menstrual cycle. One of my old colleagues reached out to me in such a beautiful fashion I had to get back in touch, but it's severly opened the can of worms about my bad treatment from that workplace and now I'm completely spiralling and having violent fantasies and nightmares again. He couldn't know. He also wants to introduce me to his family, cos they're super interested in my transition. Look it up, I'm not a poster child for trans women, every person's transition is vastly different anyway and I'm not much different to who I was before I realised I was trans, just a ton more emotional.
Is it wrong to want to name and shame the business? I don't want to take action, cos I just want to get on with my life, but I'm constantly thinking of nasty things to write about them online so people are aware what a pack of serial sexual harrassers and complete enablers of assault and have one of the most unsafe places of business. I think I need a night of self care, but I know it's not going to solve much.
I enjoyed reading it and the silmarillion, the movies were good too but I agree with others. There's holes in the story and the two towers is kinda boring.
Most people are selfish and enititled. They'll say whatever bullshit they think will make them seem reasonable in order to gain some small pathetic, little, imagined benefit.
I had exactly the same experience. Gave so much of my time to my own detriment to help others feel safe and offer solidarity but was completely taken advantage of left to fend for myself once I needed some help and safety in return. My lesson learned, keep giving. Keep helping. Just be very selective of where and with whom. People I actually truly cared for were bitching about me and suggesting because I was trans I was having a hard time. Fuck that, it's because they were a bunch of ungraetful bitches. They're all on my resentment list. I'm getting over it but fuck it's still annoying.
I helped a work colleague get their license by letting them drive my car a couple of time this week as practise and wondered if I was getting myself into a similar situation, but they are giving me some money for petrol, are very humbly thankful and it's been incredibly well recieved by my superiors. The difference this time is sobriety. People say a lot of shit they think they mean when they're drunk.
I still have faith in humanity, but I have much stronger boundaries now of who I let in. First red flag and all bets are off.
Actually would be cool if I had any interest in e sports or motor sports. I don't though, but please post about your enjoyment of it regardless... I'm intrigued at least.
Alberton is still relatively cheap and my old neighbours are selling an original fixer upper. Local characters live there and they're all pretty wholesome.