If you're into audiobooks, Myanonymouse is essential but easy to get into. Other than that, I'm the same. 20 years of torrenting and I've never needed a private tracker
I just checked, if it's called Sensitive - The Untold Story, there's quite a few on there. Top one is saying 76 seeders, which usually means about 10 anyway!
You need to install Python and fuck about a bit, but it's well worth it. Reddit has multiple guides on how to do it
Ask for recommendations how to start off on the internet and you get the same pretentious wanky comments saying their favourite book is Fahrenheit 451 or whatever that is in Celsius
Fuck that, get into some rip-roaring yarns, thrillers etc
Jack Reacher is a good place to start. Spider Shepherd is even better
The Breach by Patrick Lee is an amazing mini series
Though my favourite adventure of all time is The One Hundred Year Old Man Who Climbed Out Of A Window And Disappeared
[Utopia not available in the EU due to Mountain Dew containing more chemicals than a 1990s nightclub]