LegionEris [she/her] @ LegionEris @feddit.nl

Leading a one woman branch of the Erisian Liberation Front! In love with al

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Sometimes I want that wild west.

There is a very real chance that mine is the only one in the city. It's right in the middle of the city by the bigger college. North side might have a few walkable areas in theory, but it also has dangerous areas you wouldnt always want to walk through. South side is strung out retail and commercial spaces, several minutes drive to anything, poor pedestrian infrastructure. I'm in a sweet spot.

I don't follow any sort of strict system or monitoring. I just try to have vitamins, fats, fiber, and protein in every meal I can. Mostly I work hard to get enough calories in. I lead an active life, often walking to and from my relatively active job. I have a fast metabolism, but my Welbutrin slows down food processing in my body. I'm a perfect storm of calorie deficiency. I can basically guarantee that I'm going to burn more calories than I take in any day that I work. I usually stock up on relatively healthy snacks and give in to the munchies when I'm off work. I'll have a whole second small meal of yogurt and cereal with peanut butter as dessert after dinner. And then I'll spend the next day out walking half the damn day because of my wonderful walkable neighborhood x_x

I have very few memes all my own. This is one of them.

This is fascinating. Assuming he follows the law of the land per the Bible (per my minimal understanding of the Bible...) he would be sinning to note vote. So the pope most likely voted by absentee ballot in Argentina, but also likely has diplomatic immunity in Argentina, and therefore could not be prosecuted for failure to vote.

On a global scale they are synonyms xd

Tbh I put a lot of thought and effort into how I look and dress. But I don't look traditionally traditionally professionally at all. I oscillate between a softcore clowncore and a practical goth look. And I'm grateful the cannabis industry allows that. I represent the company excellently, and my unique style is part of it.

If you stayed up until 6am, passed out for less than a minute, then woke up at still 6am, you definitely look like the skeleton train

I am so glad I work in a industry without serious professional dress requirements. I don't think I've ever worked with someone who dresses as fashionably on the clock as my current GM, and all my contact with corporate has entailed jeans and company logo t-shirts. Apparently once a year or so they send off personal clothing items to be vinyled or embroidered with the company logo to make them officially work clothes. I could never dress "businesses casual" and maintain my current level of performance.

Headlines can be accurate and incomplete. Headlines can be accurate and unintentionally ambiguous. A headline that conveys the totality of a situation or subject is a tweet.

Ngl I want my dash to look like a fucking airliner. I love that my MINI interior looks like a personal space ship from a 90s movie. Give me moar toggles!

PDFs are trusted and respected around the world. It's a better denomination than most.

Career wise, idk. I'm still new to the idea of having a career. But I definitely want to stay in weed. I'll still be with my wife, of course, and I might have a second partner. There's a few guys I wish used more weed so I'd see 'em more often. My current employer could make decisions that would keep me right here or in the area, but I'm more than open to relocating for the perfect future weed job. I'll look just as good for 39 as I do for 34. My tits will probably be a little bigger than they are right now. I think these things are all a given. Otherwise/within that I'm very open to what the universe has to offer me.

You ever watch The Sopranos? Carm loves that violent manchild with all her heart for a series of concerning reasons. It's not exactly what you were asking, but I've been rewatching the show, and your question made me think of Carm crying about the portrait of the baby Jesus.

This is so many restaurants in Springfield, MO. Our weird local cashew chicken is a travesty.

I'm not going to get into details, and it wouldn't be a fun story. It's just one of my many sad, quiet stories about families paying lip service to the idea of love.

Yeah, but it's easier when you start where I did. I grew up in a dirty, dangerous shack with parents who resented my existence. Things didn't get good until quite recently (I'm 34) but they have always gotten better. Abandoning my whole life and leaving my family behind sucked. It hurt, and it was hard. But it was better than living as an abused adult. Hiding isolated in a shithole town where nobody would ever come to know or appreciate me sucked. It was many dark years of self destruction and loathing and putting myself in increasing danger. But it was a safe isolation within which I could make sense of my position and right myself, start to understand and make myself. Being driven out of that town when a combination of social and personal changes made it incredibly dangerous for me to be there sucked. It was terrifying. Two years later, I'm still fighting with the default hypervigilance that period in my life reignited. To this day a severe altercation can put me back in "there's definitely a wolf in this room" mode, but my life is at its best point so far. I'm finally living a contiguous, singular life as one real person. My split timeline has collapsed in both directions. I have real friends who know and care about me. Today I am depressed, but overall I've never felt or looked better in my life. I'm a high performance individual. I started my life at a severe disadvantage, but I've been moving faster than my peers since I escaped the people and places of my truama. Now I've surpassed many of them.

Fight for improvement every day. Learn to see what matters and abandon what doesn't. Put yourself first. Attend and nurture your ego. Learn what you need to be happy. Build your life towards those things. It must be like gulping a hot iron ball which you can neither swallow nor spit out.

My one encounter with gazpacho was... stressful. I haven't gone back to it since. I have bad memories of gazpacho.

Those arrested included two Ukrainians, one of them an Orthodox Church priest, and three Spaniards.

It was removed from the country in 2016 and priests were smuggling it. I had hoped to be able to be forgiving of someone in a desperate situation related to war x_x

I actually said "oh god!" out loud to nobody >_>

EDIT: Yes, I did also just have my first wake and bake in months. Why do you ask?