I'm not the most creative person, but I do enjoy the technical aspect of creative things. I've tried to crochet and knit in the past. It's definitely a good idea. Maybe I'll order some crochet supplies and give it another shot.
Technically I'm currently traveling, that's what this month period is. I COULD go somewhere else, but I don't want to by myself. This is the best place for me mentally at the moment.
I've told my manager that I'm having issues. I don't actually want to take time off because work is a pretty decent way to pass the time. But I'm not in a mental space to focus at my usual level. So I think I've got that covered
I'm in a different physical location than normal for the next month, so my routine is totally thrown off. I'm not saying I won't feel like this in a month. I'm sure I'll still be having issues. But that's a different situation I'll deal with when I get there, and I'd like to get there as soon as possible to just get this over with.
It's hard to get the motivation to do a project. I'm really looking for something totally mindless. Like, exercise is a good one, but I do a lot of that during the day and it starts to get unhealthy and unproductive. I end up at night doing a lot of pacing, or stuff like that. I was hoping for something the equivalent of pacing but that isn't physical. I don't know. I think I'm just grasping at straws that there's some solution to this that I haven't thought of.
Time also goes by faster at night if youre tired so getting some exercise during the day might help.
I do a ton of exercise during the day. You'd think I'd be tired at night and able to sleep, but nope. Doesn't matter how many miles I run or walk or hike.
Don't bring that here