"Rust' Armorer Gets 18 Months in Prison for Indictment of Involuntary Manslaughter"
I agree, it is incredibly frustrating but people learn at different paces and in different ways. Some people can only learn from hands-on learning and first-hand experiences.
I'm not crying you're... nah I'm crying.
I really don't care what it takes for people to finally open their eyes and minds as long as it happens. This father could've very easily not accepted his daughter, but he did. Not only did he accept his daughter, he admitted to himself that he was wrong his entire life. It doesn't matter how he was in the past, we should not judge him for it. He knows what he did and who he was, he will beat himself up over it enough and doesn't need anyone else to help him with that. We should celebrate this man.
People who have awakenings like that later in life are very valuable allies. They can speak to segments of the population that we can't and I am very happy to have someone like him on our side.
I'm trans and I don't think conservatives just hate other humans. I think they're scared and they don't want "bad things" to happen to their communities and their children. They know things are fucked up right now, and they are right about that. It's something we can all agree on.
The problem is that they're being offered a bunch of things to point the finger at as a cause of their misery, like LGBTQ+ people/rights, immigrants, diversity, etc. On the other hand, those of us who are left-leaning are being offered the same type of thing, except in our case, it's them. The media is doing such a good job of othering both sides that we've lost sight of their humanity and we don't even listen to a single thing they have to say. Nobody is there to agree with them when they're right and nobody is there to actually have a conversation when they're wrong. Both sides just write off everything the other side has to say. It has to stop. If you think that these people only care about guns, taking away abortion right and getting rid of LGBTQ+ people, you've been played.
Politicians won't stop using these things as political tools until we stop giving them reasons to. It is working so well for them.
Reality is that both sides are being manipulated. People on the left and people on the right are the same people and in these times we need to actively make an effort to remember that. Saying that conservatives just need to die out is so ugly and dangerous.
We need to start talking to each other again. We need to stop the constant consumption of outrage. I know it's not an easy thing to do but you can do it, it can be done. It is an addiction that is destroying us all and it doesn't matter if other people still consume, these things start with "You".
Bahah yeah I thought so! It was SO amazing. Probably the most beautiful thing I've seen in my life so far.
Omg I have a couple minutes of free time today! I don't remember where I was at before life came at me 😅
Speaking of I have not read a Satanic one - surely there must be more than one type? I read the one by Anton LaVey, it was kinda basic and very short but I still really enjoyed it. I've heard it described as "baby's first Nietzche" and I guess that'd be a pretty apt comparison.
Perhaps Christianity will lose someday as well… or maybe Jesus is a space/reality alien and when the energy beings come to enslave the human race, those of us who follow it will have been more properly prepared to serve the new overlords?
Bahah I have definitely thought about that as well. Life is so crazy, I wouldn't even be that surprised if that was the actual truth. It's not as "out there" to me because I'm also out there but yes, it is out there. We do not know, we are not ready to know, we may not even want to know. All that I know is that the questions are wonderful and it's the only thing in life that never gets boring.
It is a contradiction, and within that paradox lies such beauty as to take our breaths away. Yin and Yang - not one or the other, but fucking both, always and never not that
Amen! It's sometimes hard to deal with this reality but that's just how it has to be.
Conservatives just did not give two fucks about “him”, but they liked what he could do for them… it was quite strategic. Raw. Naked. Bleeding. Evil incarnate…
Yup. To be completely honest, I hate to say it but I was kind of one of those people in 2015. I was not a conservative, I've never been a conservative but I was miserable at the time, which I feel is his core demographic. Obviously I'm not even American so I couldn't and wouldn't have ended up voting for him but there was a time at the beginning where I participated in the Pro-Trump meme culture. I told myself, and I'm really sorry about that (oof I have a hard time typing it out because it's so fucking stupid and shameful.), I told myself that Trump could be a "good candidate" because he was so bad he could bring down the "American empire" and then maybe "things could change". Not thinking about what could end up replacing it, not even taking into consideration all the lives that could be affected or even ruined. I wasn't evil but I was lost. I feel actual guilt about the way things turned out, like I actually had a part in it and my beliefs tell me that I did. Now I am very careful what I wish for.
This is why I have lost faith in democracy: it depends on presuppositions, specifically that the voting citizenry are aiming to vote correctly
I feel that. It is vulnerable from outside attacks, and also from the inside. I don't know of a system that has no vulnerabilities though. As long as there are people involved, there are going to be vulnerabilities.
Oh well. Like everything else: I will enjoy it while I can.
Yup! Life is much better with that mentality. It's cliché but it didn't get to become cliché for no reason. Enjoy things as they are and embrace the changes when they inevitably come. I'm not saying we should just accept everything that happens but we need to find enthusiasm and a "raison d'être" in the new paths we are thrown into.
I want to share with you a phrase that I have always hated: “If you see yourself in others, whom can you harm?” Whoever invented that must have had two loving parents, and can just fuck right off as far as I am concerned for rubbing that in the faces of those of us who did not.
Aw, I've never heard that phrase before. I can see the spirit in which it is intended but I can also see your point. It must be terrible to have less than great parents. Fortunately (and also unfortunately), I have been very lucky in that department so I can't even begin to truly understand how that must've been and I have tried.
It reminds me of something a friend told me a bit over 10 years ago that never left me. He basically said that whenever you dislike a person for the way they are, you're probably seeing reflections of yourself that you try to hide. I felt it was true then and the older I get the more I find it to be true. I've also noticed that a lot of the people that I've become very close friends with have been people I kinda disliked on first impressions. I think that said a lot about myself as well.
I have been closing off so much lately that it will take some time to open up again:-(
Yeah I know how that feels. It'll get better though and it is definitely not a waste of time.
The way I interpret it is just that he feels sorry for letting people down and not living up the the expectations people had of him, sorry for not actually being a saviour, even though he never said he was and it was something that was just dumped on him.
About me saying that I accomplish Mastery of my Mind ...
I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around that paragraph. What is it that you mean by a struggle in this context?
Hey I know that bridge! 😜
Or you could just find yourself freaking out at 7am with your arm up your ass all the way to the elbow trying to grab that cute heart shaped buttplug that was way too small and somehow just kept crawling further and further up your ass while praying that you won't have to go to the ER. That's cool too.
I think "Only half the time." is actually the correct answer here.
Yeah it certainly looks that way.. Terrifying stuff to watch from the sidelines. I hope for all our sakes that these people have a moment of realization sooner rather than later.
Kinda?
However, some Republicans have characterized Biden's effort as a "bailout for the wealthy."
I'M SORRY WHAT???
Do these people think that having an education means you're wealthy?
Have you tried power cycling your router?
Similarly, how can smart people convey the complexities of mathematics, of physics, of philosophy, to people who literally cannot - as in do not have the capacity to uptake - understand even a fraction of what you speak of?
Funny, I was thinking about something similar last night. I'm not a very mathematically inclined person but for some reason last night I was thinking about it and how people who are "mathematically inclined" must see the world in a completely different way than I do. Kind of like how your average gamer and a game programmer might see a video game world differently. You can try to explain to the gamer who knows nothing of the complexities behind game programming and how it is really just all numbers, but they might not be able to see the numbers that make up that beautiful world you're playing in. This line of thinking can be applied to so many things. I sometimes feel like we may all be on the same planet but we all live in a completely different world.
Another thing I use the Bible for btw is as a repository of the “wisdom of the ages”
Yes, that is how I see it too. I don't know if I had mentioned it in one of my previous replies, since I don't even remember when that was, but I actually found my grandmothers old bible a couple days ago and decided to start reading it. I read the Satanic bible so I figured I might as well give God's book a chance! I think it can definitely be a useful tool in that regard because things really haven't changed all that much. Humans are still the same.
Regrets
I see it the same way you do. Were it possible, I might go back in time and tell my younger self to do some things differently, but I would effectively be killing my current self and I love this bitch. It wasn't always the case but now I think I'm actually kinda cool, I can see value in myself and I wouldn't want to be someone else. All roads lead to home, some are just longer than others but in the grand scheme of things I don't believe there is such a thing as wasted time.
but given how often people take advantage
Yeah, that is one thing that had made me grow a bit cold in the past, as a coping mechanism. Fortunately over the years I have learned to deal with these things a lot better. I can't avoid abusers but I can recognize them and limit their impact on me. When I say abusers I don't necessarily mean bad people either, although there have been some. Some people just don't realize just how much of their pain I soak up when they dump their trauma on me and some would basically only use me for that but I let it happen. I think it is just as much my fault as it is theirs, I simply overestimated what I could handle. I might've also been able to handle much more when I was younger but then as I grew older that shit started weighing really heavily on me.
I hope you also hold it in check, so that you manage to meet your own needs as well
That is something I have only recently realized I had to do, for the sake of all my loved ones I need to prioritize myself.
You may not be a fan of Kendrick Lamar but his song "Mirror" off his latest album (Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers) resonated with me SO strongly. I get the most intense "frissons" whenever I listen to it. The entire album is an absolute masterpiece, as is everything he does in my opinion. It all builds up to "Mirror", it might not be as impactful if you haven't listened to the whole album but it still is.
I accomplish by giving in to my desires?
Absolutely, you need to do what you need to do to build a strong foundation for yourself. Only when you have that can you support others.
I thought mine was too but it is hard to navigate the storms of life and my sense of self is still tied up in the wrong things.:-( Then again, I will meditate on it and it becomes an opportunity to do better and grow… so that’s always a boon. Nobody enjoys those opportunities, but we do become so much better - less Monkey, more Mind - as a result:-).
Aw, that's just part of the ups and downs of life. Just don't let yourself fall too far down. Two steps forwards one step back is still one step forward. The last 2 days have been pretty shit for me in terms of mental health but at the same time I still realize that I am still doing MUCH better than I was just a month ago. It's always a bit painful when your mood and mental health takes a bit of a dive but it helps to try and keep things in perspective.
Space timey wimy goodness It is indeed difficult to grasp hahah! I don't think I'm able to see the exact picture you've written down. Kinda difficult with these things because they are so open to interperetation. The way I'm interpreting it right now is like whatever restrictions we feel we're surrounded by simply act kind of like horse blinders? There are so many possibilities when we know nothing!
but is there any doubt that we are all “connected” nonetheless? Well, not in my mind. We can't really do anything without affecting the rest of the world. Everything we do has an impact, no matter how insignificant it may seem, even something as trivial as a fart. The energy, the words, actions and possibly even thoughts that we put out in the world, none of it is lost. I feel like that is a power that most of us ignore these days. We are to focused on the "now" and the things we can physically see and touch.
Speaking of, I had already forgotten that beautiful perspective that you had shared with me about nations changing. Stuff at my job, weird weather, for a few days my exercise schedule has been interrupted and I am just “off”, and just like that it had already slipped through my fingers, again.
That is so relatable hahah. I think it's normal and that we all have those moments but I also do not know what normal is. I think that's where meditation and mindfulness can be really helpful. You sometimes must make a conscious effort to remind yourself of these things because the world we've built is just so overwhelming at times, it's easy to get caught up in it and forget. It's kind of like weightlifting for the mind/soul hahah. If you stop training you're gonna lose all them gainz!
I guess I too am one of those who says one thing yet does the polar opposite, an “idiot” even. I like to think that these "idiots" don't ever have these thoughts but what do I know, I may very well be an idiot myself. We probably all desire to know the truth but none of us seem to see the same thing, life is different for everyone. We are not given the same knowledge, everybody has a different piece of the truth (or truth™) that they build around.
So I am grateful that I care, and therefore… almost grateful for the pain that I lived through that made me care.
Well of course. You are the sum of your experiences and if you are at a point where you are happy with who you are, then you must appreciate the pain you've had to endure to get there.
I hope these thoughts are at least halfway entertaining:-D.
Absolutely! They have managed to take up an hour of what seemed to be the start of a pretty boring day.
She is absolutely the BEst biTCH!:-) (I really hope you take that as I meant it, in that I mean that you are awesome:-P)
Bahah no worries, literally everybody calls me that. Ok I lied, my parents don't, but everybody else does!
And further along those lines, I hope that you take heart in that all of our relationships with our mothers are this way, it seems to me.
Yeah you may be right about that. These days however I am working towards being friends with my mother instead of just being her child and that has been kind of a healing experience.
She really hasn't grown up in a religious family but still, everybody else around was. People were living and breathing in religion. My grandfather hated organized religion though. He stopped going to church very early in his life and never made his children attend which is kind of crazy for someone who grew up in the early 1900s. He saw religious people as sinners looking to be forgiven on Sunday just to start a whole new week of sinning. Dude was an absolute bad ass but he suffered from chronic depression his whole life. I really wish I had the chance to discuss with him more.
I am not really a “teacher” at all I think
Aw, yeah, I understand what you mean. Jobs tend to suck the life and soul out of everything though. You can still be a teacher and not be in the teaching profession but the helper label still has a nice ring to it! I feel the same way though. I have a hard time throwing my energy at someone who can't be bothered to bounce that energy back at me. It is so exhausting.
YAAAASSSS QUEEN! Except… hrm, it will keep coming up, every few years and also rearing its ugly head.
Oh I know, but there is a point of diminishing return for time and energy spent on things like that and it comes on real quick. Just gotta realize when that happens and stop.
It is one of the most dangerous mindsets b/c it robs people of their agency Well, the way I see it, even if everything was predetermined, I still make all my decisions as if I do have agency because my brain is convinced that I do. The difference is that in the back of my head I'm not sure I really did have a choice so it's not worth agonizing over too much. What is done is done. Regrets just serve to influence future decisions.
liken it to a mage/sorcerer type who learned some kind of arcane branch of magic, so while their buddies are going around doing all the cool, useful stuff like fireball, we basically got nothing to show for it, except that we happen to know (what might be, MAYBE) a deeper Truth.
Hahah I like that comparison. We will probably never know in our lifetimes either, and that's ok. I have nothing impressive like fireballs to show but I know that people see something in me that I can't put my finger on. It's gonna sound like a weird brag but people fucking love me and I've never been able to figure out why. All my life I've never been able to go to any kind of gathering without having people just flock around me. I've always just kinda wanted to be left alone so at gatherings I would try to find a nice quiet corner and have maybe a couple close friends with me, but I would always end up being swarmed and overwhelmed. Maybe that's my power, people magnet. I have no clue how I would use such a power but I feel I'm getting closer to figuring it out.
EDIT: I will be back for part two at a later time! I'm currently in the process of buying a house and becoming something that I hate, a landlady 🤢. I'm currently having a wild internal battle about this but no matter which way I look at it, I have to do it. Gonna get back to that for a bit but I will be back.
Be careful about wishing for capitalism to retire.
Oh I know hahah. I'm always careful for what I wish for. I might not always chose the right words to put down but in my head my wish is pretty clear and simple. I wouldn't wanna be able to say exactly what it was though because then according to the rules of the universe and the wishing laws, it would never come true 🤪
I have little control over, so I don’t worry too much (hehe, that is an enormous lie just so you know:-P) Hah! Yeah I definitely relate to that hahah. I also try not to worry about things that are out of my hands but I still can't stop thinking about it. I think I'm getting better at not really worrying and just accepting that I am just kind a visitor in this world. I find it to be relieving to not worry about things that are out of my reach, instead concentrating on the things that I can actually touch. However, I still constantly think about everything that is out of my reach, hoping that one day my reach extends either directly or indirectly through other people who I am in contact with. Stoicism is cute in theory but in practice I'm not sure it is, although I haven't really spent more than a couple hours thinking about it and I have definitely not put it into practice. I tried reading Marcus Aurelius' Meditations a long time ago but never actually managed to get that far into it.
Holy crap are you my soulmate? J/k - I don’t even believe in that Hahah yeah I don't know about soul mates. I wish it was real but at this point in my life I've lost faith. Also fuck the downvotes, people who actually take time to downvote things that are harmless aren't worth a second of your time. Not upvoting would end up doing the same thing but no, they have to downvote. It's trash behaviour from sad people.
About fighting against instant messaging: fwiw, I know my limitations, and therefore work around them. I'm getting much better with it now, although I think it's because my mental health has just been generally improving overall in the past couple months, making it easier for me to look through the fog at the things that are actually hurting me.
And if it helps to hear from the other side, I would hate to be the cause of any pain for you. Though I am dumb as shit
Aw hahah don't say that, but I do understand what you mean as I am also dumb as shit. Oops, I said it too. I also believe that everybody has some kind of intelligence and wish more people could see that. Even someone who appears to be dumb as bricks will probably know way more than you in many areas. There's just so much knowledge to be amassed out there and everybody picks up different bits. Thinking that someone is just 100% stupid and doesn't know anything just shows a lack of insight or understanding.
Rest easy:-P. Until it is time to rise again:-).
I have! I've been feeling too good to stay cooped up at home these past couple days. I guess I haven't really been resting but the change of scenery has been really nice.
This user only spams their blog that is most likely lazy AI plagiarism. Reported and blocked.