If I remember right, it's semitransparent like the one in the OP but white. I'll have to dig it out. I only have Guilty Gear and a game that I don't know the name of because I can't read Japanese. The game's cool though. You play it sideways so the screen is vertical and I think it was something to do with a crow catching raindrops (it's been so long my memory's hazy).
I completely relate to this. I wasn't diagnosed until I was in my late 30s, after being told it was anxiety and depression all my life (I do have those things also). The "what could have been" hit me like a truck. It triggered my anxiety which looped into depression and put me in a hole for a long time. My advice to you is to try to find some way to let it go. Your feelings are absolutely valid and it's understandable to be frustrated and angry, but don't let it consume your focus. It's a trap that will needlessly consume a huge portion of your life. The fact of the matter is that it's impossible to know the answer and ruminating on it can only do you more harm.
My job is to get out there and define the Republicans,” Martin said. “I will take the low road so they can take the high road. I will throw the punches so they don’t have to, and we will go on offense against Donald Trump.That’s the role I will play as spokesperson, and I will also be the organizer-in-chief for our party.
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That game is called Tane Wo Maku Tori. There's a description of it here.