Ooposite, i feel weird and unreal when I have a phone, like I'm not human, just bound to this box and that's all I am, no me. also I'm embarrassed using my phone in public, because it is embarrassing and when I see people doing it my respect sinks by 70%.
I don't use it for listening to music, more for sharing my own trashy stuff. I hate streaming, I would never use it.
edit: back in the day, you could download any track. and the UI was much more... organized, I guess. That's on thing I hate about modern websites, The UI makes no sense.
Well, its basically a free music sharing platform, you can share your stuff for free, and other share theirs. It was popular with smaller artists, because they haven't signed to a label etc etc...
now it has a limited number of uploads per user, and random tracks are locked, for which you have to buy a premium subscription.
no, I was 15.. well I still am, it wasn't that long ago, and I had been torrenting for 3 years, I believe, nothing ever happened. I also didnt know anything about private trackers, I tried getting into it once, but practically anything that costs money I would have to ask my parents for, and I'm too shy for that. Anyways, I was always saying "yeah I'm gonna get a VPN..." never did. Now my parents had to pay the price for that. I might get a VPN when I get my own bank account and stuff.. in 3 years, so I'm responsible for it.
yes, I now have to use shitty streaming sites that are slow, unreliable and have absolutely no "rare" content. Also I won't be able to build a collection, which leaves me feeling incomplete and miserable. I don't know why this bothers me so much, but it does.
get 10-12 hours of sleep before, works like a charm, I get tired around 3pm and go to sleep at 7-8. wake up at 4-6 and have no free time.
but I manage to get to school on time, and all I have to do is sacrifice my entire personal life.
I know I was planning to do this for a year.. finally did it, but since then my collection has tripled and its all worthless now. so I just embrace the chaos.
every way possible, I do what I want, when it fits me. Even though it will ruin my future, as im still in that phase of life where everything you do determines what kind of slave labor you will be doing later. I just don't care. Also I'm stressed out by everything so I just don't do anything stressful, essentially sleeping and attending school in some capacity that is well below normal. I'm rarely caught doing something I don't want to.
honestly its the other way around, your future children didn't consent to being born, and the possibility that something terrible happens to them consists, therefore by having children you indirectly harm another future human being.
oh wow! I'm banned from quite a few communities, I had no idea. lol