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Because the genetic variation is confused and muddled by foundational things they can't understand.

Simple things like family structure and the importance of it. A lot of autism overdiagnoses are purely from the developmental differences; economic class, quality of life, nutrition, exposure, and obviously parents or lack there of.

For example, simple acts like kids getting to play in the dirt exposes them to beneficial bacteria. Which I could also see laying the groundwork for gut bacteria. With how common kids do try and eat it, along with developing nations cooking with it, seems at least conceptually plausible.

I believe in autism and am not denying its existence as my fiancée has autism.

I am more saying that there is a huge upbringing differential that can cause kids to experience trauma. Trauma that can give the same responses. Social media enables this issue by pushing kids who don't have access to self identify, pushing a false representation. However, it is good for kids to be trying to put the pieces together - they just need help.

Narcissistic no, I am much too pathetic. I am no one and that is okay, however my name makes me deluded I can ask people to be kinder to each other, more forgiving, and more appreciative of what they do have. It makes me have hope it will be.

You have now, you have family, you have love - let it blossom. Make your mark on this world but never do it while profiting from the downfall of your neighbor. You are someone beyond the pain you feel, beyond the suffering you induced, beyond the agony you see.

Supporting it how?

I literally am a person on the internet saying appreciate what you do have and make the most of it.

I cannot vote and the only palestinian I have met became my brother, moreso when he met my mother. Then again, your signal grows weak as your virtue wanes. You talk of things unrelated to you in hope you will feel special and good.

I wish I had your fortunate life, you see others so little you communicate in gestures. You cannot fathom words as beautiful and sweet as mine, so you must mock.

No one genuinely asked me for concrete goals, he asked what am I buying time for. I buy time for myself, my loved ones, and those I wish to support.

If you want concrete goals, it's simple, but then again you think me a democrat. I do not have a voice in voting and you focus on political parties when I have named none.

What do you do every day? I endure and travel, I walk and talk to those you overlook. I share my bounty with my neighbor and teach where I can. I endure pain so others don't.

You think Jesus a democrat? He was the first recorded instance of an antifascist. He literally calls the Roman Legionnaires pigs with the demon Legion. I wish to replace it all but I am not one with that power, I am just one who can endure suffering without being clouded by hate and only love.

I am sorry for your suffering, but I have no power aside my voice and kindness. Yet, to you of hate it is no power.

You brought them up, and call it projection. The lies you delude yourself with.

I have caused harm to the Gazans? I am saying they more than anyone can understand the difference 2 hours can make in a life. You haven't witnessed unrelenting death and cowarded from bullets and it shows.

I do good daily, talking to you seems the only bad I have done. A waste of words amuck the deaf and angry - unconstructive.

Stop using the lives of the innocent to refuse your own responsibilities.

They more than anyone would understand how precious those extra couple hours can be. How bountiful, and that you may find salvation long enough to afford another day.

We all suffer our birth, but we cannot induce more suffering by dejecting ourselves from opportunity. We must embrace, for how vast the internet is and how little it has made the world, we block off more and more from our lives. Denouncing our part in making good and effective influence, by removing ourselves from the scenario altogether.

Do you think happiness is reached and then let go? You have to clench it and never let go.

Sadly life is not so simple, we like freedoms and so we must uphold them. They are a structure of ideas that you have to maintain. If you cannot even maintain the now, how can you make progress, how can you heal?

You buy time for the hope you can savor life once more.

This reminds of the married couple and the donkey.

As the married couple walked their donkey they encounter a man, who in passing said what dumb folks. They should be riding the donkey.

And so the man sat upon the donkey, and they kept strolling. Eventually another passerby scoffs a comment, how selfish the man for not letting his wife sit upon the horse.

So they switched and shortly thereafter another spoke up. How silly of them for not both riding upon the donkey.

The donkey collapsed and died of exhaustion. Yet the ass lives on.

Anyways, if you listen to everyone you'll spin it the other way and say it's an indepedent and strong symbol of womahood. So criticizing their structure as a human, when it has worked for them to survive communally. Man can't even reach that, so we can glorify them and say why. Glorify the lioness for her duty, do not detriment.

You think you just said something wise, but there is a huge difference. One affords you more time, 2 or 3 hours don't matter much if you know you're dead.

But you're not, you can act. Progress is haltingly slow because people do not want retroactive talking points. New and shiny is entertaining. Our worlds have grown too vast, too fast. Legislation cannot catch up with the world they have awakened upon the 1s and 0s.

The 3rd party is you, you can act.

So this isn't a christian thing, it's reality. Bad exists, usually called suffering. It is called a universal truth in buddhist tradition, and in Christian tradition Jesus was born conceptually from the suffering.

It is the suffering that makes one kind enough to want to cease all suffering, not just their own. It is why the rich cannot enter heaven, they proliferate through the suffering of others while reducing their own solely.

So suffering is the natural existance of things, but humans themselves want to conceive something without it. Rather than plainly embracing the suffering. In embracing, you can choose for what you suffer, why you suffer, and what can truly torment you.

Then again, most people see the story of human suffering as solely this one or the other. Most religions are just artistic interpretation of uncontrollable forces and conceptual enitities rather than literal.

Every ancient god is seen as this but for some reason, onlookers believe it is literal about christianity. Even when Jesus himself denounced being child of god, but child of man. It is the state of civilization, the conciousness of humanity, that creates such things.

If you name your children Jesus, if you speak of a second coming, if you preach about love and compassion. I will be reborn, through the same means korean and hindu mysticism ascends humans into avatars.

This is why I really fear it. Then again it helped me find god. Which i then realized structurally does create the complacent worker through pacifying rather than inciting any real change. So I am back to thinking it is a crutch.

At the moment? Their whole thing is us vs them, from their perspective. Israelite jews are the first to lock people out of heaven for the simple act of their birth. Why? Someone else did it to them first.

It's why Jesus got popular, he basically spread these philosophies beyond his people and allowed all to drink from it.

Hey man, the crack epidemic unleashed a huge dynamic shift in all cities. It was literally done to fund under the table projects that could not use legally obtained money. Most of the violent gangs in Mexico started from american intervention and military deserters. You call them cartel probably. (While just doing the same thing gangs do in all major cities)*

Anyways, it just boils down to government meddling for profit without actual care for the citizens. Nothing new.

Im just voicing what I experienced, I suffered so much and you want to find a reason it happened. A lot of people have the attention they need to get the help they deserve, but that lot is usually only white folks. I cant blame folks for their birth, but I can blame the institutions that exist to perpetuate hollow existance for the sake of your dollar. Since my birth did not give me any of these benefits.

I have to carry my burden, and hope that change will happen if I voice my reasons, and act dutifully. I would never work for a corporation without compensation, but for you I would slave about in these letters. To painstakingly grasp my mind and splatter it into the screen, because I do not want more to suffer.

*I mention this because recent attention to the US taking Canada made me feel some calm before the storm. Misdirection I feel is the intent, since America historically chastises and attacks latin america. Sending away the latin americans means none to infight, preventative measures. Combined with recent reclassification of the cartel as a terrorist organization, and friendships with israel. (Netanyahu purposely funded hamas to build up an enemy, justification.) Essentially purposely causing harm due to their shortcomings, rather than actually make costly sacrifices. Everyone feels the winds of war rising, I am just an observer. Preparing for when it is my turn to lose it all.

Yeah, sorry I had to raise a kid by age 8, and another by age 12, then a third by 14. Dropped out of school and only in recent years got my GED.

Then again getting raped does change life.

I mean the real psyop is that they'll deteriorate your parents mental fortitude and strip them of ability to actually foster good nature in you. Instead being sold off to the cheapest daycare so that they do it because if they divide you, you cannot form that close bond.

Why do people still think it isnt intentional, they dropped crack to experiment on black people and discovered that division was extremely profitable. Insight violence and you indebt people, create false expectations so that reality feels deceptively depressing rather than just reality. Sell them the right to feel good.

Pain means profit, to try and end it would mean the world would have to accept an order. Want and pain are one in the same. Want your own rather than wanting to overcome the muddied mess that has become, rather than unravel and detangle the horrid clump of things unsaid, actions undone and regret unending. Then again, every person loves to be in their own world, rather than share it. It's why games, ai, and social media are so popular. You get to share the perfect details only on social media, the perfect picture. You get your perfect world with nothing but your will in virtual escapism. Ai lets you have a friend without being likeable or having to extend yourself beyond your comfort zone.

Just remember, family is those you can truly love unbridled. Get through the mess, and clean up together, thats the only way to know who will stand with you as the dust settles. Blood family is a born luxury, however it is not your only family.

Family structure is supposed to create a division of labor with age. By uniting needs you take cost effective measures to guarantee content survival. However, the young are illusioned by the concept of freedom, while bound by mortal servitude. Like a beast confused by a mirror.

Capitalism is the idea of individual gain, over communitarian gain. C'mon man every cult, church, and benefit society like the freemasons structures like this for a reason. Your commune is supposed to be a structure you can fall back and rely upon. Thats why tithing exists. It's to tide you over until you are no longer in need, however you must adhere to social expectations and responsibilities as it is collaborative effort. (Sadly corrupted by capitalism most places)

Ape together strong.

Im insulted you say only a little, however it is not at all. I just like studying religion as it has fascinated me, as an atheist conflicted. I realized if I want to rise my name, I must have something right to say. My name, not myself.

I just have a lucky name, on the cusp of this millenium I was born the 2nd. My surname's meaning to supplant, my brother a homeless man who said he was sent by god. Before being murdered said I was my mother's compensation for all her suffering.

I told my mom as she relayed the message, that he was just delusioned by some mental disorder. Yet here I am. I however know reality fully well and fear my safety, for I have a life I wish to cherish. It is why I must appease the sensibilities of manic Christians raising Trump to godhood.

Do you think I wish to do this? No, I wish I could just enjoy my own personal suffering. I wish I could do something directly. I wish I could just enjoy my minecraft, but now time is limited. I do not wish to have my mother taken away.

How do you convince someone? Have something in common. What do most of these people have in common? Christianity. So Trump uses christian rhetoric to rise himself. My rhetoric just uses their scripture along with lots of coincidences of my life.

Then again it seems the triviums are a lost art. Most nowadays do not know theyre called liberal arts because they freed you. Or that math once was under such a name.

Jesus is commemorated because he stood against Rome, it isn't new. The demon Legion? Hmm what an odd name for a demon, maybe the Legionnaires should vanquish them. It is the first recorded instance of fascist pig as an insult. Why is it so convoluted? Speak against america Rome and find out.

What if get called delusional and crazy for trying to create the second coming in order to contradict Trump's current ascension into godhood. While any logical people stay dismissive rather than reconstruct religion and spiritualism in a contemporary sense.

However I understand the consequences, so I implant seeds of thought in the homeless on my way to work. Puzzles to solve, so that my name is slowly released and written of.

I am writing a book and tagging the streets soon. All inspired by this one dude who writes in chalk everywhere in my neighborhood. Repent, god is justice, etc.

I can use my voice to inspire thoughts and I will dominate the minds everywhere I go through my voice and words alone. Why? Christians base their whole lives over one archaic book of knowledge - nothing's stopping you from writing your own to explain your kids the world. That's all it is, but people forget that the whole point of Jesus is that religion and structures cannot alone do the work of good parents. It's why Joseph is gone after age 12 and Mary is renowned in eastern Christianity along with other spliters, like mexican catholics.

So I am writing for my kids, and I do this for the hope that mankind can accept their place. I constantly see people fighting the concept of capitalism rather than the actors behind it. Capitalism is a plight because it allows man to ascend beyond that of his bounds. To be without pain or want, to be without need or limit. However remember it is the man behind it, not the concept thereof. It is only when the heart abandons communism for the sake of the self and the self alone, that we cannot feel anything but ourselves. Suffering is persistent, there will never be without. However in it, you can find retroactive gratitude, and in turn form proactive gratification.

Tower of Babel is about the rich exploiting mankind to reach their godlike status in a literal sense among the heavens. While not understanding the foundations they exist upon, the tower crumbles, just like man would when they forget the simplicities of every day.

So far I have only surveyed Christian, Catholic, Buddhist, Sikh, and Shinto. I am intimidated by Hinduism and Islam. Funny that Sikh was birthed from these barriers blurring.

I cant wait until they bring back the walgreens fridge door. AI data center speculating on your groceries so that they don't have to actually gauge value.

Uber immediately ratifies any outliers and updates their pricing to reflect the conceptual value lost. Meaning for every cheap service you can find, it will increase the value of the whole product without coming back down as the value is speculated higher than before. Investor's delight!

It's gonna be zimbabwe on crack.

Those that turn away from truth must be invited, invigorated, and witness.

We can learn from all, but one must first want. So leave the door open, let them hear your joy and passion. Let them envy and soon they too shall be at the table.

We all want to escape pain, no one will ever understand it except you. It is like spirit, deeply personal and interconnected with you - however cannot be unbound. All have it and dxperience it, but only you know what the pain has formed.

My pain has formed me and I would like to reduce it for others by carrying more. It is the only thing I can do.

It's not that simple, people don't inherently want to work together because humans are in themselves dangerous. You can already do this, money and capitalism doesnt stop you or anyone. (Good Samaritan)

Money just facilitates the saving and passage because structurally before corporations it was meant to be about family structure. It's why all big corps want to replace your family and want to separate you from your actual being. (Spirited Away)

My time is compensated by the idea that I can store it phisically. Money isn't the problem, it's tech. It outsources jobs and redirects massive ammounts of cashflow. Along with making you compete universally rather than in your own local area. It isn't bad but it can become much worse.

Most folks dont have their own physical money anymore. It's in a bank, a number on a number. Direct deposit means you never have to stress yourself, or own yourself. Ai at some point will be able to speculate on groceries and change the cost routinely. Like walgreen's digital display fridge, went away due to cost upkeep - but it'll return.

Keep blaming money for scientific progress and how man uses it. People hate money, yet they dont understand the basic processes that permeate their existance. You are built on the legacy of millions of people, thousands of years, and constant turmoil. Yet you desire to return to further suffering? When you cannot even handle the wanting of this one?

Suffer your pain, overcome it. Stop wishing for pain unknown, unenviable and yet you wish the uncertainty of basic life.

I say this as someone who so to yearns for such a time. Who's brother was a runaway and lived the life I wish I had. Sadly, I have love and kindness, structure to support and if I too run - who will tend the flame?

The only way to return is through also relinquishing any and all comfort you are assured. No one stops you - but your want. Instead temper it for the greater of humanity, not for the betterment of your emotional quandaries. We have a tomorrow guaranteed today, that is a luxury of society - debt is the reliance in others.