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I think I am socially ostrasized, what should I do?

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  • I feel people are badmouthing me since I am hearing words like weirdo, freak, or disabled. It can be illusory, but I do think I hear them. It's that my parents and psychiatrists say it cannot be real, so I might be mistaking something.

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  • Oh, does RSD symptom include the illusory hearing about badmouthing? That aside, I do think only some actively participates in badmouthing behavior, and many might be ambivalent. I am not sure about this, though.

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  • Thanks! I suspect that it continues from my high school and uni days where I was belittled a lot. The momentum is hard to overcome. That said, that people talking bad about me right now can be an illusion.

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  • I do not have particular interest other than gaming, tho I can maybe pursue an interest. Chess club sounds good, perhaps I'd try that!

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  • Hmm, another person commented here that attending seminar is like outsider acting like an insider. How do you think about it?

    • I think I am socially ostrasized, what should I do?

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  • No, I don't think they explain anything about why.

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  • It comes from that I hear people talking bad about me. Like, saying that I am a freak (or similar).

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  • I want to do research, that is why I am in the uni. Problem is, network effect is strong in academia, so being isolated is not great for that..

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  • That's the issue, I don't know if they are actively warding me off or are just ambivalent. At least I am not welcome, that is for sure.

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  • I just read the rules, does this post break rule 3? Where is the better place to ask this question?

    • I think I am socially ostrasized, what should I do?

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  • Yeah, I suspect I am both mildly autistic and ADHD.

    • Debian Orphans Bcachefs-Tools: "Impossible To Maintain In Debian Stable"

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  • Why is the rust executable not statically compiled? I thought this was the norm.

    • Asahi Lina's experience about working on Rust code in the kernel

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  • Welp, that means I set up my neovim with rust as well.. will do when I got time!

    • Asahi Lina's experience about working on Rust code in the kernel

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  • Is rustlings a game? Where can I find it? I can only find a project

    • What are your three must-have software?

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    • nvim
    • firefox
    • LocalSend

    • Placebo

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  • Seems like getting even more attention, potentially thanks to Shrödinger effects

    • Divergence Theorem

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  • Stokes theorem in disguise

    • 33 years ago...

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  • Thought I was the only one noticed abundance of the parenthesis

    • Vectors

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  • Then there is "vector is one that transforms like vector"

    • mfw you're trying to take the Fourier Transform of a distribution

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  • Too technical of a meme