I think working on your emotional intelligence will help. You won't have such a hard time accepting new facts into your life when you don't feel like your life depends on it. Idk if I get my point across
It's probably not going to change until the workers stop thinking they're doing this to help people and start realizing that they also have a job to live off themselves. This goes for most health and care related professions here in Germany. Bad pay and very long hours, many in the field still think that exploiting yourself is virtuous.
Common sense tells you that people get paid in relation to what importance their job has or how hard it is. That's not the case though, people get paid what they can be paid.
It's a bit cliche but the first paragraph of wikipedia says it better than I could:
Communism (from Latin communis 'common, universal')[1][2] is a sociopolitical, philosophical, and economic ideology within the socialist movement,[1] whose goal is the creation of a communist society, a socioeconomic order centered on common ownership of the means of production, distribution, and exchange that allocates products in society based on need.[3][4][5] A communist society entails the absence of private property and social classes,[1] and ultimately money[6] and the state.[7][8][9]
My description above is just a quick way to point to the things that would change in our lived reality (assuming you live in a western democracy). You wouldn't have to share your house or car or whatever. Just take responsibility for your workplace with colleagues, just like you vote in a democracy.
All of it? Your definition of communism is the same as that of the failed dictatorships of the 20th century.
When most people nowadays talk about socialism or communism they talk about a democracy in the workplace and in politics. People who want a strong state that owns everything are a loud minority in leftist circles, as you can see on lemmy. But they're not as big in real life.
You should be able to manage that...