I am turning 50 this year and laying in bed next to a woman who just cheated on me again.
I wish so fucking hard I could turn back time.
I parked my car in the garage, rolled down my window and went to sleep. I was shocked/disappointed I woke up when the car was running out of gas.
It sucks so fucking hard that you love this person and you have given so much, but then you realize they don't feel the same about you and then realize you don't even know who you are anymore.
Are you even someone without this person?
Take it day by day. You need to find out who you are again.
I'm sorry you don't have support. No one to validate how you feel, help you heal.
Moved on, well, that's life sometimes, but I couldn't live with myself if I didn't try to find my way back. I'm gonna see my little girls grow up if I have to divide by zero to make it happen.
And Julianne Moore