Oh, I don't think your look is a problem, I've seen hideous people (not You) with families. The problem is me, I'm a failed adult, I'm unable to socialise, hate pretty much anything popular or social and I don't have job, car, own place. Plus I'm an immigrant. I don't have a process, I'm empty, hollow. You sound more successful.
Here's the thing. I already went to the gym long ago and had a shitty job (all my jobs will be shitty, I'm dumb, uneducated and poor) I quit both. I couldn't take it anymore and it's been years since then. That's just not me, it depresses me.
Never dated or being touched in my life and I think we're about the same age
I don't live in America wtf is wrong with you? I don't even speak English. I don't care about what you think you don't know me... Or what I'm not supposed to write because I'm not American? You're messed up
I guess those letters mean something in English.