You could create a burner account to be on the safe side. I believe there is a way to export the channels you've subscribed to and I port them to a new account. Haven't tried that myself though yet.
I had to 'fight' at the beginning as well, but after eventually progressing and ultimately finishing the game I can tell you it was one if the, if not THE best experience I've ever had. To this day certain parts soundtrack of the soundtrack make me tear up when I listen to them.
That being said you really need to want to understand the game in order to complete it. I don't think it's a mindless experience that you can just have on while watching something else on a second monitor. If that sounds like a game that you might like I absolutely recommend sticking with it!
There are two pictures I know of from my graduation, but unless you know where I stand in the group picture it's literally impossible to spot me. My face is half-covered by someone else, which I was really upset about back then haha :D
Thank you for the explanation! I would however say it's the exact opposite of how a racecar goes around a track, because they try to take the inside of corners rather than the outside.
You could create a burner account to be on the safe side. I believe there is a way to export the channels you've subscribed to and I port them to a new account. Haven't tried that myself though yet.