I'll simply say that I've never associated with the typical male, mainly regarding the toxicity and competitive nature (I find it a huge turn-off). On the other hand, I've always had gender envy of women (clothing, makeup, poise), having always loved them and also wanting to be one. Being able to move away from being a guy has been THE most impactful decision of my life and only wish I had done it sooner.
Regarding sexuality, that's dependent on the individual. I prefer women, so I identify as a transgender lesbian. I'm not sure of the statistics.
Star Jasmine (aka confederate jasmine, not a true jasmine). Reminds me of my time in San Jose where I saw them often. It has a lovely sweet smell that reminds me of nutmeg.
I have to keep the TV muted while waiting for his shitty show to end and HIGNFY to start. I just can't stand listening to him speak. Such a punchable face.
I sympathize and it obviously rubbed off on me. My dad called my mother "the white tornado". Legend has it if you stood still long enough, you'd get dusted.
Love yourself and be content in being alone, get to know the real you. When you do that, you will find the right people. It will be instinctual.