I wanted to make this point but I've been ruthlessly downvoted and now I don't want to talk at all on news posts haha so thanks for bringing that part up
You mean the same fucking political party? They're all the same.. if it's politics it's the same... you did not make a point there. Republicans and Democrats are the same effin thing....... be original.
It's not like I don't have ideas ... I could be so many things right now.. I could make a video game, I could paint like 500 paintings on photo paper with my posca markers or my gel pens or my colored pencils or my oil pastels or my acrylics or my oil paint.. I could finish crocheting a blanket with the bag of yarn I bought, I could make jewelry with all of my jewelry making equipment, I could read the hundreds of books that I have access to, I could write at least four books with the ideas in my head, I could build a website, I could make more music albums, I could do some exercise, I could color in, or draw some coloring books, I could cook or do baking, I could deconstruct and organize this house I live in because I live with a hoarder and I could try fixing his life, I could do so many different things... but I don't because nobody tells me what to do anymore haha it's so fucking annoying.
People Like Us need to be forced to do things, I think.
Being forced to do things makes us uncomfortable, and we will always find a way to be comfortable, so we do the uncomfortable thing to get back to comfortable. If we are never forced out of our comfort zones we stay there and rot.
Man... this is like a black person trying to be a legitimate member of the kkk... '....but I believe in most of the same things as you guys! Why do you guys want to lynch me too?! I'm so confused!!!'
I don't really know what you're saying.
I used to think as a child that learning online would just fix all my problems... I was pissed when the pandemic started and all these children could just go to school at home.. but then I thought about it... I have every ability in the world right now to start my own business and to work at my own self-directed pace to make my own kind of money on free will alone... nobody tells me what to do or how to do it..... do you know what I do with all of my free time? Absolutely fucking nothing I lay in bed all day because I don't have to do anything.
As much as I hated it, being forced to do things like go to school or brush my teeth or get out of my bed in the morning or clean my room or eat food everyday.. being forced to do those things actually made me a small bit better as a fucking human being.. now that it's all self-directed and free, I do nothing.. and I was kid B all day all the way.
I have learned over my years that sometimes what we want isn't what's good for us in the long run. And sometimes you just got to suck it the fuck up, join the class, stop playing with bugs or reading books or whatever the fuck we both were doing to distract ourselves from terrible classes and awful teachers and shitty kids and abusive parents....... and just do the fucking assignment. Get something done for once in our lives.
Okay well they thought that staying home and learning on the internet at their own self-directed pace was also fucking abuse and now nobody knows anything anymore , so what the fuck do we just not educate children?
I'm not hurting anything. And I won't be hurting myself by not eating food if it comes down to it. I am part of the Earth and I will participate while I'm here.
Okay well that's the part that should change... when you play guitar... you play guitar good! Do you ever let yourself know that you love the way you play guitar? You like to draw... do you ever tell yourself that you love your drawings? Do you ever draw for yourself? Do you ever tell yourself that you're going to draw something for you? When you ride your motorcycle do you think about yourself? Or do you just wish that you had somebody on the back of your motorcycle? Do you ever look at what you're driving past? Nobody will see this or hear this......... except you..... why do you bother? Because you love you.. what about you? When you're alone and you go to a show or watch a movie.. do you ever thank yourself for taking yourself out to a movie? You should love yourself.. I feel like you're screaming for yourself to love you and you don't hear yourself
Have you tried dating yourself? Straight up.. when you're in a relationship and you do all these things for other people and your emotionally available and youre whatever blah blah blah.. when you're single do you do those things for yourself? You take yourself out? Do you buy yourself nice things? Do you treat yourself well? Are you interested in things and pursue things as a hobby? Like is there anything you do for yourself?
I wanted to make this point but I've been ruthlessly downvoted and now I don't want to talk at all on news posts haha so thanks for bringing that part up