Currently reading The Illuminatus trilogy. It is a trippy, psychedelic thriller, which assumes many conspiracy theories, both well-known and obscure to be true.
Finally, a place for me to go and live. I would call it mopey land. Me and the seals will be best friends.
Edit: I am an incel because of my BPD and I have the charm of a week old socks, probably. I don't get to meet ladies my age socially. Well it is what it is I guess.
Currently, I am setting up a small horticulture business and keeping software dev as strictly hobby. But, I feel like I haven't been given a fair chance and that hurts.
I love software. But only because I understand it's limitations. I love developing software for engineering applications. Problem is that type of software is mostly developed by a handful of companies due heavy consolidation and difficulty in handling development of such software. So I have a hard time getting a job in this space. Eventually, because of some bad experiences, I am thinking about moving away from tech. But I love learning about CAD, FEA and how to develop such softwares. This situation just makes me sad.
They are one and the same, right? Right?