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Wishing for my death or a World War. Either will do. Because FML or this wo

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I am developing software as a hobby that is fairly specialized in nature. That is only because I could not get a job doing the same thing. Fuck corporate monopolies.

If you are worried about US laws affecting FOSS projects, it can always be forked, perhaps even be rewritten.

Too bad that the royal family is alive and kicking.

I always keep saying " You cannot plan your way out of a system built on broken fundamentals." Microservices has it's use case, but not every web app needs to be one. Too many buzzwords floating around in tech, that promise things that cannot be delivered.

Turning everything you use into a fucking ads platform is peak capitalism. Burn it with fire.

So the execs make wrong decisions and employees pay the price. A story as old as the fucking capitalism. Fuck WB.

How can I achieve this kind of notoriety? I don't wanna kill anyone though. Or steal from anyone or hurt anyone.

I am currently playing Persona 5 Royal. Not exactly light hearted, but somehow apt.

Another thing I should thank you for is that there are no false comforts in your words. I hate people who say "things will be better tomorrow" or something. At least you are not lying about how things are going to be in future.

You know pretty much all you have typed is something therapist have said to me over the years. So, I really appreciate it. I will try to keep them in my mind. Thank you.

There is a Portuguese chef who runs his own craft chocolate factory and a cafe in my city in India. He is an incredible chef. I also love how he never sacrifices his artistic integrity for a quick profit. I love having food there often. It is an incredible fusion of western cooking methods with typical Indian produce. His name is David Belo.

I understand this a fairly lot. But, I cannot wait to die. In fact, that is my only wish. This world causes a lot more hurt than I can handle. I am lonely and don't know how to fix that or if I am doomed to be that forever. I cannot stop feeling like a failure. All I can do is keep my emotions regulated, which is hard AF and takes all my effort.

We can barely apply morality consistently within the same culture or society, almost as if morality is a tool for the powerful.

Okay, can I die now? I don't wanna live in this kind of world.

I don't believe in a inherently moral universe. Isn't it arrogant to think that morality, a concept we invented, has to be applicable universally, across all space and time? Somehow, I doubt so.

Well, I can only be Kakapo.

I got this message too.

I think so. My sister has been contacted by Forbes that she can pay for a spot on the list. There was a cheaper option for just the nomination.

I am lucky enough to live in a country where therapy isn't too costly. In fact, my therapist rarely charges me because the hospital is charity run. I am really grateful for that, tbh.

I have been undergoing DBT for a while now. I am doing fairly well. But, it is not easy in this economic climate, especially when I am completely dependent on my parents. It feels shameful.