Cactus_Head @ cactus_head @programming.dev

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I can never read

walkable cities

And not lose it

If you wanna go back to reddit and can use the app, then go and i am seriously, i browse and post on lemmy mostly but i still browse reddit on the web browser for the nicher staff, without an account

You shouldn't feel pressure to use something that is suppose to be for fun and downtime.

My grips with lemmy are mainly On the UI side, user a lot of client, like eternity(formerly infinity for reddit) had a lot of bugs and can't find a satisfactory client) but other than that i like lemmy

On reddit i felt too overwhelming with the amount of users, to post or comment or someone already said what i wanted to say

You could also take a break from lemmy weeks or even months and comeback with a fresh mind to see if your feelings on it changed

I feel like she would beat up the offender and their car for you

Now that i am thinking about, what the orgin of the subs profile picture

Are these youtuber merch?

This will probably sound inappropriate as fuck but when my family found out about my suicidal atempt, i had a talk with sister and we both joked about not finding a place to hang ourselves as apparently she also tried to choke herself with the charger USB, didn't work.

Have talked to anyone about this before like a family member or friend

Ouch, i broke my skull once, was jumping on the bed with my sister and mom picked up my sister and so i got jealous and wanted to be picked too and so move towards the edge of the bed and fell hitting my head with the edge and have to get stitches too. I sometimes wonder what are the consequence of that would be.

I also, poke myself with stick on purpose to see how to would feel, a kind of "my intrusive thoughts won" kind of think

To be exact, an at most 10 year old girl that is beyond overtly sexualized. Anime really desensitized the internet. Also this should be labled NSFW, thank god i didn't open this in public

Thanks,Ironically, almost everyone in my family, have admitted having suicidal thought at some point, and not like in curious morbid kind of way. This coupled with my gradma intentionally overdosing on her meds, leds me to belive at the very least is partially genetic.

either way i hope thinks get better for you

Hi Emily, i am personally meh, and kind of bored. I am trying to setup a self-hosted cloud storage, ebook and media server. Kind of stopped for now, as i accepted i knew to relearn the basics instead of copying and pasting commands from the internet.

I have diabetes and my blood sugar is all over the place since have stopped taking morning walk due to it being winter where i life

Started a matrix channel for minetest group with a few people and so far have played once, was suppose to play again but anciently fell asleep. Thinking of watching a movie together or maybe just some random favorite youtube vids. Need to somehow convince my parents to buy me a mic since my phone earphones are shit as mics.

I also maybe going back to high school(its a long story). All in all, not much is going on, though due to my fucked up sleep and weird dreams, i can tell if i am a wake not, which lets to given more surreal dreams, like begging my mom to buy me a microwave, a washing, and a printer in the shape of a phonebooth, and being too embarrassed to say that maybe you didn't need all this staff.

How about you, got any interesting stories

Alright, but am still open to talking if you want. Can't say i am in a better position as i attempt suicide a little over a year ago, tried overdosing on my insulin

But, i know that whether i was gonna through with it or not, i would still liked to talk to someone, be it that or chitchat

Also, the reason it didn't work was a generation family heath error as you are not meant to inject into your stomach, not my parent, or even grandparents knew

Welp, this hits too close to home. The combination of parental abuse, obession with psychology(partially cause by said abuse) and having no friends or going outside depression, plus being inside all the time,daydreaming has led to be having an ungodly understanding of myself and general human behavior.

Is it good? Well, depends on the situation, in my case, its more like a moderm man being totured with electricity, knowing how that works and knowing why are being tortured and where you are and who are your capture, as opposed to being a caveman and having no idea what the fuck is going. In short, it's not much of use to me

I read the tile as who do you think will, and was confused seeing this

Also

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You ok mate, iam open to talking if you want. DM me or if you have a matrix account , iam at @barafur:matrix.org

I don't get, either way its wholesome

Hi, you still up for programming matrix room. Personally i perfer smaller communities, to get to know people and all.

@barafur: matrix.org , though i am below noob at this staff.

try my address @barafur:matrix.org, you can look me up

Though, you meant go as in the programming language

I don't get, isn't memes literally translate to spread, would posting aid in that?

try my address @barafur:matrix.org or this invite https://matrix.to/#/@barafur:matrix.org. Also thanks didn’t anyone would be interested. PS:i edited the post link to be the room instead of the space

try my address @barafur:matrix.org or this invite https://matrix.to/#/@barafur:matrix.org. Also thanks didn’t anyone would be interested. PS:i edited the post link to be the room instead of the space