addictedtochaos @ addictedtochaos @lemm.ee

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denial swimming in a sauce of selfneglect, selfabuse and alcoholism

exactly what i went through, everything tastes like cardboard.

you forgot fat ;-)

i looked up ritalin on that side, and there was not a single article about ritalin destroying bodies and lifes.

I privately think it has something to do with a broken glucose metabolism. basically, your cells are out of energy. so you have cravings for all kinds of stuff that ramps up your basic metabolic rate.

or you crave food. if you eat food, like with sugar and carbohydrates, your blood sugar is ramped up, if blood sugar has a spike, insulin gets released, and you need this insukline to push the glucose out of your blood in your cells, so you end up having energy. and that makes you happy.

so thats what i believe

alcohol gives you energy by the way, like. in the individal cell.

so the instant gratification is your cells having energy.

so, where i can read about how ritalin destroys the life and bodies of adhd patients?

I do

doesnt work for shit without eating. people also are on way to high dosage. well, it does work, but it really takes a toll if you are not eating right.

probably high, and the rate of unwarrented diagnoses also must be high. and people that get misdiagnosed as bipolar. borderline, and binge eaters. must be high among women, as far as i understood.

met one chick that was clear as day 100 % adhd, I sniffed that out the second time i met her. they said she was bipolar and put her on bipolar meds she absolutely hated to take.

i tried to explain it to hear, and had to give it up, she was in total adhd denial,. and i knew it was pointless.

if you would need a picture for an adhd book, you would take her. everything fit, she also had a chaotic raging alcolholic as father, and would self medicate with canabis and alcohol.

I found out that my headaches were du to high insuline resistance. took me two years to get that under control, i dont have headaches anymore, lost weight, look way younger in the face.

i am not saying YOU have the same problem, i am only describing why I had headaches.

the ritalin issue was probably salt and mineral / vitamin deficency. yeah, you need to eat before taking concerta, people just dont listen ;-)

the meds help with managing your feelings, thats what you did with binge eating. scientists discuss how binge eating and adhd are realated.

why do you need to gain weight??? what you describe is a good functioning metabolism. only thing you can do is eat more protein and train to put on muscle, you will not gain fat until you purpoesfully break your metabolism.

nothing helped me in life like ritalin and elvanse did.

ritalin speaks to me.

ah, das nützt salz eh nicht soviel, das es eine substanzwechselwirkung ist - sobald stimulanzien und antidepressiva aufeinandertreffen, wird es chaotisch.

you invited ths beast to appear, now deal with it like a man.

be happy it turned out the way it did.

you have to have the metal uniform and some insignia, else you are out.

i think the key problem, at least for me, is that your hear the orinigal voices of the actors with the background sound of the real location.

this is completely changed when you have a german dub. it feels completely stale, lame and artificial. and you have only like 20 people that dub everything.

ich bin gerade am aufhören, habe zum glück die kopfschmerzphase überwunden. hattes du eine erschöpfungsphase, nach dem du aufgehört hattest?