addictedtochaos @ addictedtochaos @lemm.ee

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1. medication interaction could be a reason
2. overdose
3. you dont eat right (protein, fat, vegtables)
4. you are insuline resistent
5. in my case, i am grain allergic without knowing it, stopped etaing grains, that helped
6. you could be out of salt and different minerals

so. you take uppers and downers at the same time. you take blood pressure altering meds. you take ssri while having adhd, AND stimulants on top.

a couple of things:

stimulants WILL speed up your metabolic rate. thats why they give you brain energy, and a bit of body energy. Its what you want. but the blood pressure thing interferes big time, as does the ssri. the ssri tries to slow your metabolic rate down, thats why it interferes with blood sugar levels, for example.

the salt thing is easy, just eat or drink salt. overdose is also easy, i just took half. eating is also easy, just eat right.

so essentially, what you are trying to do is not possible. it will get worse and worse and worse.

MY problem for anxeity was grain allergy.

you have a very high chance that your anxiety has a reason.

i did get of my antidepressants, and went to baseline, so i could get a feeling how stims work in combination with other substances, this went on for almost 2 years till i figured it all out.

(talk that through with your help provider... thats what i did. )

I garantuee you that what you do will not work at all.

try the salt and eat more good stuff, that cant harm you. but if this doesnt work, you have to reconsider. try taking less.

signs of food allergy:

bloating, stomach cramps. you need 60 sheets of toilet paper, stomach ache, migraines, heart arythmia, anxiety, drepression, skin problems, hair looks dirty, pimples, black spot under eyes, sore throat, dry thorat, white trush on tongue, panic attacs, paranoia thoughts, congested nose, vitamin deficency

yea, ssri does kinda complement adhd meds, because of serotonin dopamin relase and stuff.

but that still leaves the fact that one does speed up your system, the other slows it down.

keep in mind that salt and minerals could be also the culprit. salt is insanely important for proper heart function. and your body cant really deal with a sped up metabolism, sometimes, you are right on the edge, and the stims push you over.

oh, the guanfancine lowers your blood pressure. so, on stims, your heart needs to beat faster, because your body wants to have higher blood pressure.

normally, your heart would just beat STRONGER, you see? but it isnt allowed to beat with more force, so it has to beat faster.

you have an energy usage increase of 20-30 %. thats what stims do.

keep in mind that i am just an autistic dude with adhd that had problems with insuline resistance and stimulants, so i read a lot of stuff.

i just want to give you ideas, thats all. it doesnt mean that I know whats right or wrong.

ok, take care, you will figure it out.

I had women coming up to me, smooching with me a couple of times, i didnt even knew them, saw them for the first time. and I still was like well, thats as far as it goes, must be joke or something, dosn't she know i am like, really unthrusworthy and shit?

(in a social setting of course)

one time, a women send me a message that she just moved, and if i wanted to proof sleep her bed?

I took that as a joke, that person must not be very good at it, as if people talked like that, what does she think of me, why is she pulling my leg? better write something funny but nonccommital back"

one time, in art class, there was this naked model we drew. when we were done we had a little party, because it was christmas, she sat on my lap the whole time and complemented me on my drwaing and stuff. I mean, it was kinda drunk and raunchy?

never saw her again.

one time, i was in this train to wacken, it was coincidence, i had nothing to do with wacken. but those guys started drinking in the ICE bar, and well, it was a real party. some cute chick comes up to me, doesnt talk to me, just kisses me on the mouth and stuff. never even talked to her.

i shit you not, i have a couple more of these stories.

the funny part? i had one girlfriend in life. I had a really hard time trusting her, you know, understanding her. i cant be with people i dont know.

the screaming matches were pretty fun, i loved them. but what i hated is the logic break down, the repeating of things, and the fact that i cant put a word in sometimes, i say half a sentence and get judged immediatly, without the other side letting me explain what i have in mind. and the loud music was so draining, i could only take it one hour or so.

yeah, you need less land for that, but a factory, huge vats, a laboratory for quality control, plumbing, huge amounts of water. it will be a bit similiar to a large brewery, but way more complicated, since you are not dealing with liquids that you can pump around when its done.

those who own these factories will not be farmers.

wait till your hear how much water is needed for those vats for lab meat...

I went trough the old pictures of my granddad, turns out he was the head of a european accident commission.

i saw him standing in a cooling facility full of human body bags, two times. one was a flight accident, one was a whole camping site that burned down in spain or portugal.

was like in the eighties and seventies. he had also pictures of him standing next to military jets and foreign politicians and stuff.

I crashed in a car with my wheelloader because i was staring after an afftractive women that went by on a bike.

you know, like in a comedy movie. was not a hard crash though, luckily.

its more isidious than that; they show you the ad that makes the most money for them. regardless if you need it or not.

or put a normal priced item next t a really expensive one.

the normal priced item will look cheaper, so you buy it.

thats why they present luxury cars on private jets conventions.

but to clarify: i am easely manipulated by lies and people pretending to be nice, i was convinced countless times to do something to my detriment and their profit.

i had a small buisness selling car parts. i couldnt do that anymore, since people were talking me into all kinds of bad deals. i only realized hours or days later.

it makes you shitty in flirting and smalltalk, at least thats what i experience

europe has more complicated laws about privacy and data mining

i believe thats a given....

there are species of lentils you have to soak in water for days, and then cook really long, i didnt made that up.

i always look for contradicting things. i choose the one with as few contradictions as possible, thats the best model. as far as evicence goes:

I dont really know the earth is round, because i can't experience that. it could also be flat. i am not an astronaut, or a pilot, or a shipfaring guy.

so one guy says to me the earth is round. one guy says to me the earth is flat. How do i choose in what to believe?

I choose the modell that reopresants best what i see in real life with my own eyes, and thas has the best fitting internal logik, with so few contradictions as possible.

so I rule out flat earth, because i have seen ships descent behind the horizon at sea, with my own eys. so that makles sense to me.

as far as jordan peterson goes: he is a phylosopher and psyschiatrist. of course you think he is full of shit when the things he says hurt your ego. that is totally subjective.

andrew huberman: you would be shocked how many nutrionists, keto guys, vegan guys and so on are right on the surface, but wrong in the details. you would be shocked if you would know about the quality of certain studies.

for example: the reason alcohol gives you energy is that you partly metabolize it into acetate acid, and your cell can take that and make energy from it. its impossible to get fat from alcohol.

yet nobody mentions that. so calories in calories out doesnt work for pure alcohol, since what your cells cant burn, you breath out again.

so thats biochemistry, biochemistry doesnt lie.

if somebody says something wrong about acetate metaqbolism, i rule the guy out, because it contradicts biochemistry.

so thats my method.

thanks!

i believe we are much morer prone to complöetely change an opinion when someone presents facts and arguments, like, logical ones.

i am really naive. i hate that. i made many mistakes by trusting people.

i had to quit a whole friend group, because i quit drinking when i switchted to ritalin,

after a while they were saying that ritalin changed my personality to the worse kind. I realized they didnt like it when I said "no" and wouldnt budge. Or when i spoke my mind, or when I just left a situation when i had enough. or when i didnt want to go to bars anymore, or sitting aroung and listening to their drunk talk.

before ritalin, i was drunk almost everytime we hung out together.

i think the last time i drank a glas of whine was last chrismas; and before that, i has one year without alcohol.

i drank like 10 liters of beer each week for more then ten years. sometimes less.

I DESPERATLY wanted to be like the other kids, so pressure wasn't even a factor.

it will never be cheaper than slaughtered meat.

and this is the reason: the whole angle is you eat it because you like animals, your health, and nature. so it will never be cheaper than actual meat.

not because thats impossible; but because someone wants to make money.

if ot would be cheaper, than price would be the main argument; but it isnt.

the main argument is health and nature and climate change.