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That's awful. I've seen some cops tuck their tails. It's just a paycheck for them or even worse a power trip like you're case.

Are you American?

I relate to your feelings. In my twenties I took a small dose of mushrooms and had that same epiphany. It actually lasted for a few years and I was hopeful but then people still fucked with me. Now I'm back to being numb constantly. I hate when there's a school shooting or some kid whyling out and society actually has to ask why? Society creates the people it hates.

I'm so sorry you had to experience that. I've experienced some wild things as an adult and had/have a hard time with it. I probably wouldn't have made it as kid. It's hard enough as an adult... The extreme confusion and betrayal is all consuming. Then you have to live day to day around people that have no idea of how real life can get.

Insomnia sucks. I'm glad it got better for you.

True true. Even though I do express my feelings like that sometimes. It's more expression that should be transfered to art.

Yeah... Idk about global politics, but I sometimes wonder how deep it has gotten. That movie Leave the World Behind felt true. We're all being played. Regardless of sides or right or wrong. War negates any human greatness imo. Ignorance must be great.

Yeah I talk to people about that idea it's so sad how much they don't care.

Yeah I believe. It's pretty much like that where I live. But now it's the LGBT community.

It's cool how we're just a pop politics leverage tool. /S

They fuck up the youths lives before they can even understand life.

My mom brags about how she likes black people better then the "removed" and "removed". It makes me want to kms sometimes.

I don't care 🤣

That movie was such a a let down for me after reading the book.

Is that for real. I'd buy one.

Damn it I feel like I got Rick rolled.

What TV show said Ab-so-lutey at the end?

Kinda like caffeine.

They make DMT vapes. 🤯

What do you mean... It's literally how it works? Alcohol suppresses your neurotransmitters from firing at a regular rate. Thus causing depression. How it effects your gaba receptors I believe is what causes the i-can-do-anything happy effect.

For me if I stay drinking I keep the energy and false happiness but that wears off faster than the affect it has on neurotransmitters.

I'm more normal and function when I drink and it gives me energy because usually my anxiety or BPD is so draining I assume. I pass as a normal person lol. But shortly after stopping the depression is felt.

...iirc... Just what I gathered from psychology class and personal life.

Oh hey I've gone through all three. Alcohol sucks. Weed kinda sucks too unless you smoke a lot all day. Small edible doses are where it's at for casual occasional use.

Even Terrence McKenna said weed should only be smoked once a week.

I also remember reading when I was younger that if you're eyes get RED then your abusing it.

It's not worth it. I used a jule for like 6 months. Definitely became dependent on it. It's helped with anxiety, focus, social ability etc... but once you stop your body and lungs feel better. It used to make me feel nauseous and I'd chain hit to make the anxiety go away. I think it may have damaged my lungs. I do have areas of my lungs hardening but it might not all be from that.

Reddit is so shitty to use. My desktop doesn't let.me get to because it says they don't allow VPN. Which I don't have on. I think there's an option to make an account to get access...

And the website on mobile is so slow and unintuitive.

Every search I used to make was with site:reddit.com but I just stopped because I can't make it in the site.

I didn't expect it to get that bad.

Like -Ss in pacman/yay. It's so useful.

People used to tell me I have a flat a... oh... Alias.