Malignant compliance maybe? I had a boss who kept nagging me about stuff she didn't even know how to do so I decided to give her my undivided absolute attention calling her every time I was going to do somehing, every time while I was doing it, every time after completing the task and so on.
I did this for a while and only as a last resort because I was fed up with her attitude. It worked like a charm! Lol
Interesting factoid: X-box (hyphenated) comes from the ancient Mayan Xboox where "X" is the femenine article and "boox" the noun meaning black/dark, literally meaning "The dark one".
The town got its name after a local legend that stated that a dark woman figure appeared by the town's water well.
Source: Historia de Yucatán. Diego López de Cogolludo. 2024. ISBN 8498166403
I caught myself in an old defense mechanism loop and was able to stop, breath, sit with the discomfort and own that motherfucking trauma response for what it is, then dismiss it and carry on with my day.
So, like a very proud ten.
Yeah now they do and I feel kinda vindicated TBH. Back when I was a kid this dish was compared to dog food by some of my classmates and teachers, I kid you not.
Maybe I still carry some of that trauma and I wouldn't serve it to guests but I will gladly cook it for me and my kid, who also loves it.
Cut up tortillas, fry them with some salt, when crispy crack two or three eggs in there and scramble. I grew up eating it and while it is delicious I don't think I would serve it to guests.
Finding a great trauma informed therapist.
After many attempts and being scalped, I finally found her and she has been the most compassionate, understanding and to the point therapist I could ever ask for.
Finding a great doctor who actually listens and has helped me tons with my condition.
I just I didn't have to pay so much money to access these professionals, not that they don't deserve it, they do!
Have you taken the ACES test? I thought it was a great eye opener. At least it was for me.