Does anybody else understand they need to make deep connections with people but their social battery has been dead for a while and can't put up with people's BS?
TheReanuKeeves @ TheReanuKeeves @lemmy.world Posts 9Comments 163Joined 2 wk. ago
TheReanuKeeves @ TheReanuKeeves @lemmy.world
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I was very social when I was younger. Worked retail jobs from 15-23. I didn't have and technically still don't have a problem talking to whoever, whether it's a crackhead at the library or a prof at school. I just got to a point where I couldn't handle the abuse from family, being betrayed by my ex of 7 years, serious health issue, and noone wanted to help me through it regardless of what kindness I showed them in the past. Really woke me up to people's bullshit, smile to your face but consider you an annoyance when you're down and out. Made me really reconsider what I wanted to spend my few years on earth doing. Putting up with people, or providing myself with peace and security.
Edit: what I've found about being a forgiving person is that you can forgive someone for 100 of their faults but when the last straw breaks the camels back, you are automatically an anti-social asshole because you have a limit to how much BS you can handle