It probably has something to do with you growing up... Priorities change (not for everyone ofc) and taste as well in terms of fun. Accept it, don't judge yourself and just go with the flow. Don't force yourself to do something you don't enjoy, time on this Earth is limited!
It can go both ways though e recently picked up reading manga again after a 7 years hiatus and I am enjoying it better than before!
Hope is the last to die especially for a mother but she had both of her legs broken (or her knees were dislocated) and she was lying motionless face down. She was also very emaciated.
I could obviously be wrong, so let's hope for the best!
Overachiever