It doesn't feel right to ask for help, or rather, it didn't used to feel right.
I am getting better at accepting help and compliments, but it still feels weird. I enjoy giving help more than receiving it honestly
I don't know what to even do, I feel every emotion at once, none of them good.
I didn't even know anyone of the people who died or were hurt.. and I can't even possibly imagine the grief the parents, friends and partners are going through.
If this happened to my friends... my sister? My girlfriend? I don't even want to think what I would have done.
But I like blue :(