I can definitely relate. I have several PDFs of advanced textbooks from when I wanted to learn some very niche skill. The latest one is an economics textbook from when I wanted to learn about different types of auctions and the maths/game theory behind each.
I obv appreciate the iniciative, but as a pragmatist I am sceptical about how effective boycotts (if that's what you have in mind) can actually be. Especially of they're only partial, as they almost always are.
Oh it's Nassim Nicolas Taheb