If this feature rolls out but you can't pay for it. You can always use Molly (fork of signal).
If you can support the project than do it. But if you can't than don't force your self
I started to learn English when I was 12. I think I'm not fluent enough (as I don't speak with people irl that much in English). I would not like to share what is my mother tongue but now I know 4 languages. Thinking about to learn Japanese but not getting time.
So true