Realizing that I'll never be able to achieve any of my previous hopes or "dreams", it's too late, and that life is fundamentally uneven and unfair.
Similarly, realizing there's no sense of "karma" or balance in real life, it's just a crutch that people can use to justify or rationalize things.
I was moreso referring to my actual 'being' as unnatural, as I have a collection of disorders and oddities that make me unable to fit into society and just feel like a burden more than anything else. My wording isn't the best here.
I kind of wish that were the case, but it's mostly the opposite. I'm still alive because I wish to help out my friends as much as I can before I go, but also I'm a coward and don't really have the luxury of ending things early. I have debts to pay and sometimes I'm in the position where I can lend a helping hand, so that's at least something. But no, I wish that I could go, but I cannot.
For me personally, absolutely not. I genuinely believe that the world would have been better off without my existence disrupting the natural order.
But, as another comment has said, you go off of the hand you are dealt. If you believe that you have both the resources and the correct mentality to bring new children into the world and raise them, then absolutely do it. The fact that you're thinking about it this much is already a great sign, as most parents I've known just don't think or care and just randomly have babies, and then are constantly frustrated with the children afterwards. Just be really sure it's what you want for the rest of your life.
Those are all valid. For me, the two reasons I like to use one is:
Better for social media with very limited characters
You can choose the "slug" and make your source link into an easy to remember link that works anywhere (only on certain shorteners, I use one that lets you do this for free)
Bonus reason I guess:
When source link needs to be updated but you want to keep the same destination URL, you can do this via the shortener service and now you don't have to update that link in the code or data of your websites that use it. (Some shorteners don't support this, I use one that does)
Good luck! 🙌