KeriKitty (They(/It)) @ RiikkaTheIcePrincess @pawb.social

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Okay I was calling them commagazines from kbin, then comms... "Cliffs" is a really neat name and I kinda like it :3 Kinda doesn't work if people don't already know it, though 🤔 🤷

I can't even finish reading the list, it's just enraging me from the beginning.

Oooh. I don't have a bike either 😅 I don't think they'd have let me take one on the plane anyway. Bikes can be yes.

We'll just cover up all' the bikes, destroy the combustion-engine vehicles, rinse everything off, and tada! Bike cities. This plan is excellent and has no flaws. 👍

Whose tires? My licence expired before I fled up here :3

Unfortunately, buses also tend to use tires. And roads. Maybe some melty mould would work, though! Maybe if it somehow targets cars or things used only/mainly by cars, or just use it later when places get walkabler as a response to the damn cars being rendered ineffective. Oh, and maybe light rail can be a bigger thing! Dunno how good that would be but fuck cars!

I kinda want there to be a super-weed that can tear up an entire parking lot in under a week 🤔 Also this thing should appear in every parking lot simultaneously and be immune to any herbicide that doesn't also melt the buildings next to where it's used.

... I'm growing a special new distaste for cars lately. I still need buses, so I guess roads can stay <.< _For now_ >:O

Still doomed 🙃 Stressing over another talk with my host, who is... kinda difficult, honestly. I can't tell what's available to me (in any context) nor what I'm even supposed to be able to accomplish in any amount of time but I'm supposed to "advocate for myself" even knowing there's someone who needs this room so like... what the fuck am I supposed to do, beg to stay and somecritter who's in the same situation I was gets beaten or shot by their father but I get another week of accomplishing fuck-all because I need six sorts of support I'm never gonna get but what I get is a week at a time and expectations to just get my shit together and get a job without even somewhere to stay while I work?

So I went from hopeless and in danger to hopeless and about to be in danger somewhere else. Worst part is, my host has some of the same major issues that I do, so every time we talk I feel like there's some understanding there, or understanding to be had. She even recognizes it as an accomplishment for me to manage to get out and take the ten-minute bus ride to Burger King. Does not seem to recognize how screwed I am, how much of an impossible ask it is to just dump a pile of "resources" on me and think I'm gonna call them all, etc.

...I said I wasn't gonna wall-of-text you lot <.<; Sorries! Please pretend it's just a little nibble of whine 😓

Maybe you could use some magic to help that happen, Enchanter! :P

B often except I have neither basement nor book so I just skip those parts.

Not to press you but as a general clarification, I can (probably; TSA may eat me because of my expired license 😅) fly again if it'll get me a chance I can actually use. Anxing just thinking about trying to manage that but whatever, right? 😅 A hope's a hope, reason and reality can just stay out of it.

There is a program that will cut like $10 off of a landline bill and another that I think does $9 off of an Internet connection or bundle including that (which I believe is the one that can apply to cell service). Looks like that could get me down to like $40 per month 😅 Alternatives include services like TextNow, which will mail me a SIM for like $5 that I can use to provide them with all of my communications and in exchange I get ads and some level of service, assuming they don't ban me for no reason (which is apparently a thing they do? Hmm.)

[Rantyramble] Everything feels like a huge mess when one's life (well, what I had of one anyway) just gets spontaneously knocked over. Like, even phone service maybe sounds simple but there's more to it just because of the mess I'm in. Waiting for mail may be a no-go if I have to go somewhere else before it arrives. Alternatively, I could "just" go to a carrier's shop and sign up for $50+ (skipping the shenans I may have to go through to get the $9 off or whatever) but that requires that I find one (easy enough, GMaps that up) and get to it (could be hours on multiple buses and/or trains with transfers and no ability to track any of it because of my lack of connectivity) and hope my phone's not locked up to the biofam account they're using to screw me over or some other kinda crap I'll have to/be unable to deal with. Bonus points for readers who remember that I've got nasty anxiety problems and can barely make a phone call without a days-long struggle and so even the one little issue may be impossible to resolve right now 🙃

I had a week or two, then a place I'd hoped was at least semi-stable after that. Well, the place I was expecting to be my serious starting-point totally fell through the day before, so since this is week 4 of "a week or two" and my time's up and I've got maybe one hope for somewhere to go I'm getting stressed and scrambly again.

(Yes, I'm that broken that I can't turn a month into a life. I actually don't know how I was supposed to have managed it and no one's willing to tell me so I'm just kinda lost now. Other than being able to ride a bus. I can get to Knollwood and back. Yay. Got cut off from phone Internet access so not betting I'll be able to get to or from anywhere else, but that's kinda my big success dealing with my mental and life issues. Yay me. 🫠)

I'm doomed 🙃 But like, seriously. If anycritter wants a broken, janky thirty-something trans critter as a rescue or a pet, am available ö/ Not looking to pollute another comm with my mess so I'll not post one of my signature walls-of-text this time <.< >.>

In other news, Sour Strips are pretty tasty. Uhm, I thought I was gonna see a bus fight a night or two ago. Buses here are kinda nice generally but sometimes the driver has to call some people out before there's a beatdown on the bus :-\ Haven't had to deal with any smokers on the buses, so that's nice. Can't say that about the light rail :| New (to me) city funs 😵‍💫

I don't hate you, I just hate your one-indexed table-shaped horror language ;P

But actually would anyone really hate someone for liking Lua? I hope not. That's weird, even as someone who finds the language kinda obnoxious. Maybe I'm reading too much into the "hate" part and it wasn't meant so severely 😅

[Very sarcasm] We can just burn more coal or just huck poor people into furnaces or something! Wait no, give them cars! Coal rollin' cars!!!! Why are we even pretending that racing toward extinction isn't our goal? Embrace doom! Down with humanity! Up with constant fucking around with no regard for costs or consequences!

May I please have some painkillers before being tossed into the furnace, though :-\ Or maybe just like, toss some naproxen in after me I guess?

The "any backdoors we leave open for it" bit kinda sounds like straight-up complaining that they can't compromise users' security without compromising their own control over users' systems?

Boo fucking hoo, I guess 🤷

Oh joy, more cramming "AI" into absolutely every damn thing. Maybe we can get some kinda scalable AI blockchain synergy going on so we can buzz whilst we buzz.

Good thing I use Sprint! ... Wait, crap. Oh well, I need to get my own carrier/account anyway. Which one's actually good? (... Ha ha ha!)

Shenmue! :D

I just had to uproot and move several states away with my life in a luggage and a backpack <.< No fitting the monitors in there :(

Still got my glowy keebs though ;P

Signed up for stress, got stress 🤷 Does exactly what it says on the tin 😅

But seriously this world's fucked :| :(

I feel like I need to get back into Gentoo just to add a lil spice to the horde of Arch users around here :P

Still gonna use Arch on my laptop, bytheway 😅

Pleasepleaseplease put bazillions of dollar-equivalents into building this thing and then get it stuck in ice that later cuts into the hull and sinks it 🙏 I know the unfathomably wealthy will never do anything to make this world actually decent but they can at least let us have a decent laugh once in a while!

(I'm assuming the pollution left before it's towed out of the environment will be less than the pollution from actually running the thing) (Also "towed out of the environment" is a funny reference. May need to look up "front fell off." I am asleep.)