OutOfThyme @ OutOfThyme @sh.itjust.works

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All my life I thought that she would love me, if I achieved certain test scores or finished a certain degree.

Then there was high school graduation night. I had worked really hard to get there and I will never forget how she made that annoyed face to let me know that she wanted to leave early. It was like a punch in the gut because it became clear to me at that point that there was nothing I could do to make her love me.

She wasn't capable of giving love. That's really fucking sad and I am still grappling with it, but it gets easier.