Try to also keep in mind what Keanue Reeves once said. I don't remember the quote word for word but it's like this. Someone asked him what he thinks happens after we die? And he said, "I don't know, but I do know that the people who love you, will miss you."
And so, when you die the people who care about you suffer.. This is the reason to keep living that many hold onto. Its a great quote from a very kind man.
I mean help people in your life, as it reduces their suffering, and it feels good for yourself in doing so. Show Compassion and the knowledge that reducing suffering either for yourself or others is more important than increasing pleasure for yourself. There is an in-balance in life. People generally have far more suffering than happiness.. so it's important to focus on not increasing other people's suffering even more.
If you like Mono-filiment whips you should read the Paratwa trilogy by Chrisopher Hinz.. it's about assassins that have 1 mind in 2 bodies, thus more eyes and coordination skills. They train from early childhood to use these Black eggs that extrude a monofilament whip.. it take years to control them so they don't whip about and cut yourself to pieces.
So here I was loading stuff onto a pallet. I was on foot next to my Forklift. Around the corner comes another forklift going way too fast and backwards with a double-high load. It runs right up onto my right foot and had it gone much further would have broken my leg.
What happened instead was the steel-toe metal part of the boot crumpled over my big toe and other toes. It shattered the big one in several places and broke two others as well. They had to cut the boot off of me... This happened on New Year's Eve about 10 years ago. It took almost 6 months to walk normally again and a lot of physical therapy.
I definitely enjoyed the game. It is also one of the only games I ever hunted and got all the achievements for.. that said, there is a darker side to this story. This particular game helped me ruin two different controllers by wearing out the parry button. And also, alongside the game Hades, it truly wrecked my thumbs and hands (arthritis). I can barely game with controllers anymore at all.
What always gets me is how do they not just "know" that they're the bad guys?!? Blue is the color of good guys in these games and stupid tribalistic sports, and Red is the side of the bad/evil team.. I knew this in elementary school even.. Blue good, red bad... It's so obvious.
Oh boy, I needed that laugh!