It’s normal if you feel like it, don’t care about others opinions too much ;)
My opinion : far too many distros are « pet distros », a few are actually usable for servers, for desktop as a daily driver and do actual stuff instead of figuring out how to make things work/look pretty.
Proton is 100% respectful of user’s privacy. So is Tutanota and all others service providers that advertise about privacy as a main objective.
Nevertheless : at the end of the day they do need to comply with law enforcement.
Don’t be fooled by a false sense of privacy if you are crossing the line, for everything else you’re perfectly fine with proton, tutanota and alike.
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