That is so awesome that it's good right now! I have been through a major open heart surgery, so I know what it's like to spend weeks in pain recovering and healing. It sucks! Hopefully it will be worth it though. I wish you a fast and safe healing process.
I am very grateful for the peaceful environment I have created for myself. I tend to take it for granted because it's just my normal way of life now, but there was a time when all I wished for was a safe place to sleep and a job that didn't make me want to self delete. I have so much more now. I live all my days free of chaos, just at home in the mountains, working part time and spending the rest of the time chillen with my dogs and the butterflies in my garden. I smoke a lil smoke but I don't party like a rockstar. There are definitely aspects of my life that could be better (mainly the political state of my country right now) but overall I personally am doing a lot better than I give myself credit for.
True story: Last night I stood out in the rain in my backyard and I laughed as hard as I could. I really don't know what came over me, I have always loved to stand out in the rain, but I never just let loose that kind of joy before. I mean I just stood with my head to the sky and laughed with my whole body and every fiber of my being. Then I came in, changed, and slept like a baby.
I normally love Mac N Cheese but since you're wanting to cut carbs my second favorite is jalapenos stuffed with cream cheese and wrapped in bacon, best on the grill but good in the oven too.
Yes. Not a whole bunch but it makes it like a creamy texture. Idk I been eating it that way since I was a kid. The mustard normally trips people out too, but when they try it they say its good.
I just had some of the new stuff today for the first time today, its still better than any alternative I tried while they were on shortage. I just finished my "real" stash up yesterday so I have a good base for a comparison. I did think it tasted a little different, but its definitely not bad.
It honestly and truly is. I have such a sense of peace and contentment sometimes, and I went years without feeling that in the past.