I wish you luck on finding your path :). Don't ever let anyone tell you that it should be easy - it isn't. That doesn't mean life isn't worth it, that your life isn't worth it. Even if it might be hard to see, sometimes.
Well, speaking as someone who has processed their own 'void' - I came to the conclusion that not referring to it as some spectral thing really helped.
It's not a void, my Dad was a drunk and I needed him to be my Dad. He wasn't, and I have to fill in the gaps.
When I started addressing these things as they were, rather than as the unknowable void within my dark soul, they stopped being unknowable voids. Arguably my soul stopped being so dark, as well. Food for thought, YMMV.
Member all those shows where polygraphs, or really any kind of tech that's advanced enough to be hard to figure out, are just called lie-detectors and treated as if they really do detect lies? Shows where the main character will poke themselves with a pin to 'trick' the polygraph, or some other kind of bullshit.
This is what your average lead brained alcoholic boomer accepts as true, because dey seen it on da teevee. A failed polygraph test is absolutely the kind of bullshit that his supporters would eat up as evidence.
From a logical perspective, if you're trying to discover the truth of something you're inevitably going to start weighing and eliminating variables. It makes sense to start from the absolute bottom, prove or disprove that, then move on.
I guess I shouldn't have been so black and white. It depends on your definition of stupidity, and I suppose your understanding of evil - to an extent.
Ignorance is not stupidity, for one thing. A lack of knowledge is, in no way, indicative of an inability to gain it. Nor is it indicative of an individual's desire to gain knowledge.
If I were to define a stupid decision, it would be a decision made without any thought for the consequences. Littering, for example, is stupid. Depending on what you're littering, it is also evil. Littering paper? Yeah ok, as long as it isn't heavily laminated it's just going to decompose. Littering plastic? Metal cans (lined with plastic, but the metal itself is also bad)? It's a decision made where the benefit is so small compared to the negatives that you might as well shoot yourself in the foot.
The stupid person doesn't consider this, though. They don't care that their roads are littered with trash, plastic strewn amongst fields - poisoning the earth and waterways with chemicals possessing adjectives like forever. They don't care that they live in an ever deepening landfill. They just throw it out the window and forget about it. They look at the next species to go extinct and push the thought out of their mind.
This, to me, is evil. This is probably the least evil example of stupidity that I can think of. There are more but, truth be told, I don't really like thinking about stupid people. They tend to make me angry.
I joke with my girlfriend all the time about how 'I'M A MAN!'
Like yes, we get it - you are very insecure about the little guy in between your legs. Let's get those trans kids some rights so you can get some testosterone replacement. It's very easy, step one step two.
Huh? I'm the American government now? I reserve the right to condemn any government, anywhere, for any reason. Especially when they make choices without my consent.
You speak emotionally, betraying that you know very little about the problems that truly need to be solved.
Oh so we're denying that Russia and China led disinformation campaigns squared solely at disrupting American politics for decades? Are we also ignoring the Murdochs from Australia?
Just wanted to get that straight before I started saying whatever the fuck I want.
I wish you luck on finding your path :). Don't ever let anyone tell you that it should be easy - it isn't. That doesn't mean life isn't worth it, that your life isn't worth it. Even if it might be hard to see, sometimes.