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  • "Drugs" is a pretty wide net, and yeah most of them would make it more difficult. Someone who isn't me once told me that psychedelics make it a lot easier to follow really abstract thought, and that comes in handy when trying to imagine theoretical geometries our brains and other sensory equipment didn't evolve to comprehend

  • be me. Business trip to Texas fml

    get some shitty subcompact rental car

    try to drive to some state park on weekend

    the location? About 3 hours driving away

    the cell tower reception? KEKW

    the road? On a 20 foot raised ridge for some texan fucking reason

    the wind? 42069 mph, perpendicular to the road

    literally turning the steering wheel against the wind to maintain driving straight

    literally feel like I'm going to get blown off the road and die

    in Texas so actually do want to die

    wish I was in a big truck for the first time in my life

    after hours of white knuckle driving finally get there

    Amarillo texas, the biggest pile of shit I've ever seen in my life

    literally. Active mountain of cow shit being farmed and sold as fertilizer right next to the town

    Texas. Not even once.

  • No no, I think there's a misunderstanding here. If you can accurately describe to me what an n-brane is or have ever used terms like "deformation in the local topology", I assume you've done SIGNIFICANTLY more psychedelics than most people. I've never had easier access to psychedelics in my life than when I spent most of my time near the math buildings at uni.

  • I feel like I'm being admonished by a schoolteacher and honestly I probably deserve it. You're probably right but I'm grumpy about it and need to re-read this later when I'm less grumpy about it

  • Ehh. We've had the divisiveness and vitriol that comes from leftist infighting for at least as long as I've been here. That being said, I myself came here from reddit when they banned 3rd party reader apps so idk if lemmy was some pre-corpo internet paradise before I got here. The only thing I really notice when waves of people leave reddit is that we get a handful of conservatives on lemmy when that happens, which is a magical time when all of the disparate leftists on the platform come together to cyberbully the conservatives off of lemmy.

  • Nobody is happy when you call them out for marginalizing people they view as inferior. I get the same reaction when call out family members being blatantly racist at family gatherings. I don't care about the reactions of people who choose to engage only with my tone, they're not here to interact with me or my opinions in a meaningful way. Last, I don't believe I overreacted at all. I called out shitty alienating behaviour in response to a meme that implies an outgroup community is disgusting or inferior based on their operating system choice. As I see it the tone of the meme was significantly more insulting than the tone of my response.

  • Sure, that's a valid position to have. Your position only relates to the OP meme in the loosest possible sense; the meme presents WSL users as inferior objects of disgust, which is clearly distinct from a claim that WSL is not the right starter distro for most people. As I see it you're effectively whitewashing an elitist talking point by pretending it's about helping new users, or you just didn't notice the elitism because you are not part of the targeted out-group.

  • I made a comment about the gatekeeping attitude of the community and you responded to me with a critique of WSL. The point I made sailed entirely over your head, hence the whoosh.

  • I'm glad you found a laugh and a moment of lightness while you're struggling, and I hope the world becomes a kinder place for you as soon as possible. This is still a joke where the punchline is "windows user (ie, outgroup) disgusting", and I hope you can understand why it's bad to put that kind of energy out in the world then pretend it's a joke.

  • Linux community: why don't more people use Linux? Also Linux community: LOL LOOK AT THESE STUPID FUCKERS TRYING LINUX WRONG, LETS ALL GO SHIT ON THEM

    goddamn do yall deserve eachother and your 0.01% OS share or whatever meaningless percentage of the OS market you represent.

  • Telomeres are a structure on DNA. These things, aglets, are a common metaphor used to describe the function of telomeres as aglets basically do for shoelaces what telomeres do for DNA

  • Look I'm sure you mean well but I've been hearing roughly the same line my entire life. "Nobody said it would be easy, the world needs you!" I've listened before, and all it's gotten me is some unknowable amount of blood on my hands (complete with recurring detailed nightmares from the times I've watched the end results of my work) and completely discarded from society when it started affecting my mental health. The world is legitimately a worse place for the scientific endeavors I've been part of, and it absolutely does not need another overconfident white guy who was raised to be an oppressor and has been marinating in propaganda for the better part of 3 decades. It's got enough of those already, strictly to the detriment of everybody living here

  • Military brat growing up in various parts of the US/foreign military bases. Like, my dad had leaves on his shoulder and I was often expected to be a showpiece at various squadron events a promotions and whatnot. Bought into all of the propaganda about American exceptionalism and how the military was full of heroes and always did the right thing. Managed to get an undergrad in physics so I could work on making sure people like my dad were more likely to come home. Got a job doing radar jamming for bombers; I was proud out of my mind and conquering the nightmares about my dad not coming home from my childhood. Did that for 5 years, and given the clearance and the nature of the work I learned a much more accurate version of what the American military does/is. Slowly realized that my entire upbringing and worldview were toxic horseshit, and let depression and PTSD rage unchecked because I was afraid of losing my clearance for seeking help. Finally couldn't take it, quit, and went back to school. Got a masters in compsci and was working on a PhD when the PTSD started to get overwhelming and got kicked out. Probably for the better anyway, I was basically a glorified DHS intern as a phd student. I'm out of that situation now but I don't know what to do with my life. Everything I know and all of my skills feel like poison, I don't even believe in science anymore. Like in the sense that I don't believe it can be used for the benefit of humanity rather than building imperial militaries or police states. I am struggling