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  • Thank you ❤️

    It makes sense and the analogy is accurate. There is a panic to make up for lost time as quickly as possible.

    Which can't be done, which then turns into frustration and sadness.

    You've given me a lot to think about, thank you :)

  • So we decided to turn over a new leaf at work. Turns out my old manager is under extreme stress for me to succeed in my role. From the way he was saying it, it sounded like there was some hectic shit going on in the background.

    He apologised to the 2 dudes he shoved and he's gone back to being normal.

    So that's a win.

    We worked twice as hard (literally) at last week's eofy event than the same time last year, however there is a backlog of work because we're understaffed and the expectation from the old timers is that we work 12 hour days every day to get it done.

    That's not how things work these days. It's not the late 90s.

    And the world isnt going to end.

    Would have been nice for someone to say "good work leading the team dude".

    I get why people buy lottery tickets.

  • He's 55.

    His problem is that I showed him up. The team did an incredible job this year, almost double what they did last year and he can't hack that someone is doing a better job.

    I've got a meeting tomorrow with my new manager who's slt in the morning so it'll be good to have a chat.

    Because later in the day, I have my 3 month "Check in" which sadly includes the old manager.

  • Dream:

    I was trying to climb this roof and no matter what, couldn't do it. Was terrified of letting go and jumping back to the ground.

    Eventually ran out of energy and fell. Turned out it was a negligible fall.

    Ended up just walking around to get where I wanted to go instead.

    Seems allegorical.

    Edit: I think I figured it out. This is about performing again. I don't need to write new material which I've been struggling with.

    Covers will do just to get out there again.

    Reminds me of a line:

    "... I've been trying to dig my way out of the ocean, and punch a hole in the sky.."