If you read my post I didn't asked for help. I just asked a question. And I'm well aware of that, but that's literally me. I'm a downer, the world made me one, so I guess I'm cursed, I'm fucked since nobody wants me. You just told me that
Here's the thing. That guy was fucking smart, I'm not. I barely finished middle school, and HE ALREADY GOT KIDS AND A WIFE...
I'm not even close to that and I can't even study for a driving lesson. I'm not going to reach any of that, I can't even live alone dude. I got nothing to offer since I'm nothing special and I don't have the talent or desire.