As previously stated, you are not entitled to participation on your terms. If this upsets you, go upstairs and ask your parents what it's like to live with crushing disappointment.
No one gives a shit about your loaded pig-fellating question.
It's all they're for. Which is why they sit around uselessly while shooters murder children. Look at the surnames of most of the victims in Uvalde to see why the pigs were outside doing fucking nothing.
It looks to me like you can excuse years of harassment, arson, the thing with the dog skull, the slurs, and the murder, but draw the line at calling a piece of shit a racist.
Priorities.