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  • No surgery, I have incurable blood cancer (multiple myeloma). I spent a year not responding to several different flavours of chemo. After “getting my affairs in order” and saying goodbye, they decided to do a stem cell (“bone marrow”) transplant, then another. Two more years of chemo, and now I’m in “myeloma remission” — cancer levels are too low to detect, but it always comes back…

  • The sign says “gates will open automatically”, so I assume they will (Coles wouldn’t lie to their customers), and go through them at speed. Sometimes they don’t open and they get slammed with a trolley. Too bad, so sad. Sometimes they don’t open and I have to push them open with my hand or more usually kick them. On the rare occasion that a staff member notices or even gives a shit, I tell them to log a fault because the gates are broken.

  • Same, but chemotherapy was my trigger. Some doctors tell me “that never happens”; others say “yea, that’s common”.

    I used to be able to speak five languages fluently, now three of them have almost completely disappeared. I can’t watch movies because I can’t keep track of who’s who and why they’re doing that. Same with reading books.

    I pick up my iPad and can’t remember why. I read something and get stuck on words, I recognise a word and I know that I know what it means, but can’t remember. I’ll be speaking, get halfway through a sentence, and can’t remember what I was talking about.

    I feel like the guy in Flowers for Algernon, who had it all and then lost it; and he knows it.

  • None sound correct to me. Sounds like you’re trying to describe a specific situation.

    Do any of these help:

    • “I’m wondering if the monkey can see my ears”
    • ”I’m wondering if that monkey can see my ears”
    • ”I’ve been wondering about that monkey and whether it can see my ears”