It has its ups and downs. It's mostly passing by in great pace while I seem to be zonnig out a lot. I don't know if it's because I'm tired or bored or burnt out a bit.
It sucks to hear that you are experiencing hardship. I hope better thing will come.
Weeks after far right has won Dutch elections, security services suddenly start focussing on left wing extremism, saying they have ignored it for too long. But then again they are pointing at the Dutch socialist sub for being extremist, so... Lol
An update: now one of the party leaders is getting targeted for ties to China as well lol. Is this a 5D chess move by China to dismantle the far right?
They say he was contacted by someone who works for State Security Dept (?) in China and they had been texting stuff about things he could do as a politician.
Honestly the story is as fishy as always. I don't doubt the Belgian guy actually thought he was doing some espionage or something. He never really succeeded at anything, though. But the flimsy evidence that has been leaked is enough for the media to have a field day about evil China.
I just thought it was funny that the CPC would find a guy in a borderline Nazi Party to do things with instead of, you know, the actual marxist party they have ties with (us)
Please talk to a professional about whatever issues you are experiencing with your sexuality. It seems like you got quite a few things mixed up here and I don't think Lemmygrad is the right place for you to work those things out.
Sexuality is not sex. People that are violent towards others in a sexual way do so without consent. You can be hetero and violent, gay and violent, pan and violent, etc. You having violent sexual fantasies is not linked with your sexuality, which is something that you cannot choose. Yes, our patriarchic society is in many ways sexually exploitative towards women and other minorities, but that does not mean being heterosexual is a bad thing. Also, there is no marxist view that says you cannot be heterosexual. That would be an extremely weird ideology.
Do people actually go to these kind of things? Like, I've seen them and the Falun Gong around a couple of times but no one seems to care about them. But, if you're on the CIA payroll I guess that doesn't matter.
So I read your first comment above and then I read this and I got a bit lost. Is your problem that you have heterosexual tendencies and that you think that's wrong? Are you bisexual because you're communist?
I mean yes the genocide of millions of jews is highlighted the most of all the WW2 deaths but to say there is no evidence of it is just weird.