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  • To judge someone's mental health based solely on their name and posts is both unfair and unprofessional. It’s disappointing that you’ve commented without even reading my manuscript, as this approach shows a lack of engagement and consideration. Your assumptions about my mental state are based on social norms and appearances which reflect a narrow perspective and undermine genuine discourse. As someone with a background in psychology and psychiatry, I find such judgments to be counterproductive and dismissive. I encourage you to read the manuscript before making further comments, as this will allow for a more informed and respectful discussion.

  • I have been in contact with psychiatrists and other medical professionals, who have provided valuable insights into my mental health. Despite the unconventional nature of my ideas, both my psychiatrist and medical team have affirmed that my medication is effective. My psychiatrist has ruled out schizophrenia and confirmed that I am not in a psychotic episode. Given this, I am confident that my mental health is being appropriately managed, and I am committed to continuing my treatment and consultations with my medical team.

  • Can you clarify why you believe this paper indicates that I need psychological help? I understand that the content may be unconventional or challenge existing norms, but the paper incorporates scientifically and psychologically supported concepts alongside visionary ideas.

  • It's completely understandable to make that assumption. I discussed my experiences with a psychiatrist, who determined that I was not schizophrenic or in psychosis. We tested a few months of medication to address symptoms and episodes related to schizophrenia, but my mental state didn't align with that diagnosis. After further discussion, my psychiatrist admitted that she believes there may be something to my experiences, but emphasized that physical proof is necessary for scientific validation. She also noted that there are medications that can lessen or interfere with perceived magical experiences.

  • Interestingly, I don't take anything at night. I use weed edibles around 1-3 PM, and I’ve been doing this for 8 years. These alone wouldn't have the right effect to cause what I'm experiencing. Additionally, I’ve developed a whole new spiritual and mental perspective where everything seems generally beautiful and special. This is a relatively new development for me, and I didn't have any way of understanding it before.

  • Yes, my body modifications are and will be able to be captured on camera, especially as the more noticeable changes become apparent. As for the nature shifts, I’ll check if it happens again tonight and try to record it. If it turns out to be a perception of light, it might just be an additional aspect of who I am.

    Currently, the visible growths I’m experiencing include a longer chest area, fused ribs (which I can feel), bruises from intense healing, and changes in my walk. If others are around, they might notice changes or hear something, but please be cautious. Depending on how quickly or painfully these changes occur, it could make me puke.

    These two photos below one is due to rapid healing in my arm/hand. The other is my brand new rib which grew to support my wings in my back.