CrowAirbrush @ CrowAirbrush @lemm.ee

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I'm very bad with names, but our huisarts had a in house guy presumably that praktijkondersteuner and i had a couple talks with him about potential causes of what was causing issues. He noticed me being hyper aware and asked some stuff about my past which led to him sending me to the nearest psychology "clinic" which was covered under insurance but they are operating at "for profit" and will be aiming to get you out of there asap. I was warned about them but they were the only one within reach as we were very limited in travel distance.

I can't really remember what we talked about during those 3 sessions but it was clear that her supervisor took over control as she was the one who very clearly and straightforward told me our sessions would be cut off.

Tbh it sort of felt like i was causing her issues leading to her supervisor having to take over control. It's odd how i can't remember what we talked about but i do remember the feelings that passed during those sessions.

Awesome, this is the first time my neighbours use their variation of G E K O L O N I S E E R D

Last time (and first) i went to therapy i was low on money and because of our insurance i "only"(be warned, veru european amounts ahead) had to pay my "own risk" clause which sat at €385. But i REALLY needed some form of help during that time, i had some job interviews and i was physically unable to drag myself to them.

I got about halfway and just break down completely, so i was desperate and literally stuck in life from my point of view.

So i went to therapy with my last money and ended getting 3 sessions and a "we can't help you there is nothing wrong here's the bill tho".

I still don't know how i managed to get out of there, but i can still feel it pulling in the background...this constant dragging brake.

I don't think psychadelics can get me out of this, i tried weed once and man did i have a bad time. I've always had this: "i wouldn't mind not existing/suicide would be great right about now" kind of brain and the weed didn't help the worse part of that battle.

Same but i never made it past 50h where Skyrim got 1500 and counting out of me as there are far less annoying things to deal with.

I just want to point this out: Louis Rossman is trying to fix this in a way, by allowing people to subscribe to a person and not one of their platforms, so if they get banned their new platform of choice will show up to all of their subscribers instead of them having to try and move their audience to a new nearly unused platform.

It seems Lemmy doesn't like it either.

The internet should have always been taken with a grain of salt, but nowadays half of society lives on the web and have made it into the shitshow it is now.

I was unemployed for a couple weeks and spent them on my phone wasting away time between interviews so to say, i lost touch of reality so quickly to the point where just being allowed to live your life had become alien to me. I currently work at a construction company and i've quickly realized you can still live your life even though people don't agree because they have no control over you.

The internet is a dangerous place

Online shopping used to mean lower prices and a bit of a wait.

Nowadays it's: more expensive because of shipping, delivery not doing their job or even stealing your shit, which leads to you having to pick it up at a place further from your house than the store that sells it.

Over here they are supposed to deliver it to you in person but half the time (if not more) they'll just leave a "you weren't home note" even though you took the day off and then drop it off at a pickup point.

Downside is that i can't stop online shopping because the stores never carry what i need.

Oh man, i've never been able to get over the: "i really want to play a game now that i have 30 minutes to spare and some energy left" ah fuck, 60gb update...fine i'm off to bed then.

Can't imagine what i would do if a car update would come with the worst possible timing like having to take your partner to the hospital for an emergency.

Just make sure you buy a reliable machine, for your own sake.

I had 2 enders (5 pro and 5 plus) they have been nothing but trouble, getting print issues on the last part almost every time.

It's been a desperate road of constant upgrading hoping it would be reliable and it sitting around being useless for months on end because i end up being too busy.

Try 3d printing, it's a blast 😈

It should be this: https://youtu.be/ymxG4wOP7fk?si=fDyTv66EiVcToe44

It's specifically about superstores tho, but i kinda zoned out somewhere along the video.

Tbh the price increases we've seen since then were pretty much a lot of the western society that dealt with it, there were resource issues and a lot of volatility in the market due to this covid ordeal.

I'm not dismissing the fact that those increases put a lot of stress on all of our finances.

Nah, it needs to be brought down a couple notches.

It's bad.

The porn is legal, just so we're clear on that lol.

I don't think anything ya dumbass, you're the one doing all this psycho mental gymnastics blaming me for things that never happened.

Stop assuming, weirdo.

I could've expected that, my wife takes zoo trips in Germany with a coworker and they also get loads of grocery's.

Just last weekend she brought a bunch of monster energy, 77 cents a piece. I pay €2,50 for a single can over here.

She also bought kraken rum and a bottle of aberfeldy whiskey for me which were roughly €7 cheaper each.

When i was 16 i worked at Albert Heijn and they stopped selling coca cola because the distributor wanted to make them €1,35 compared to the current €1,15. Albert Heijn said "nope, stop or we will stop selling". The shelves were empty for a couple weeks and then miraculously filled with coca cola for €1,35 and not a word was spoken about it.

But i stumbled on a mini documentary on yt about German grocery stores (specifically the huge ones apparently) and how they are losing money. So you might end up paying a similar price as us some time in the near future.

Nah you're looking for a fight just to feel good, foolish person.

I never said anything about old folks, ya weirdo. But since you're so adamant i actually have a disability but i'm not taking no for an answer from life.

I want to do good by our planet to the best of my ability even if it means i have a little more pain. It's not like the pain will ever stop existing so i might as well do the right thing.

Heck an e bike would actually make my commute longer, there is no sense in getting one for myself.

I never hated on cars either, you just made that shit up like the rest that's coming out of your mouth. If you want a car, go get it. If you need a car, go get it. If you don't need one, GO GET IT. I don't give a fuck.

I just know like everyone else that battery's are also fucking bad. Same as gas, same as using up all of earths resources etc etc.

My phone is 512gb and i use about 80 myself, largest part is porn(yeah i'm aware, it's bad...very bad,i need some time).

I've decided to start pirating again as my device has plenty of space to keep my music.

The biggest thing is getting all lf the music, so nowadays i'll just play what i have and sometimes go: "oh damn i forgot about billie eilish" for example and make a mental note until the next time i'm at my computer with some time to spare.

Slowly but steadily decreasing my porn stock and replacing it with music i would've bought as cd's.

With todays price...you're selling at a loss dude.

In my mind a bottle was still like 1,50, turns out those bastards are already at twice that over here.

In a way, yea sure. I have a gut feeling that those battery's will become the next big issue once gasoline has a way lower market share.

It's not that i don't want to pay, it's just that their "service" isn't serving me and thus not worth the money.

Give me my cd's back lol. Let me own what i purchase.

Do it.