This is why I can't clean knives. Chopping things with them is fine as I have something to use the knife on that isn't myself. Cleaning them just spawns awful intrusive thoughts, if i had a cantaloupe to stab after cleaning them I'd probably do better
I remember stumbling upon a landlord subreddit, they were 100% serious about what they talked about. Raising rent prices and kicking out tenants. It was a cesspool
This hit me the same as that one person blogging about doll customization and not clarifying until the end