Grinding away at meaningless bullshit while all your needs and ambitions pile up leads to this feeling pretty consistently.
I guess I've been burned out for the past few years, then.
ADHD?
Yeah, and try that PLUS bipolar. You actually do the things, but fail miserably after a while because you mind is like a pinball; uuuuuuup the channel like a rocket, and then spend time bouncing really quick randomly, and then plonk, down the pocket
definitely 😅
And yet somehow you watch a couple of hours of YouTube during which time you drift in and out of consciousness until you have to go pee. Then you brush your teeth and go to bed.
The modern condition
gorge on life's creativity, withdraw from life's realities.
The word I use is "withgorge"
Yeah, it's a FOMO.
What you want is to have fun with pizza, but the world around makes you feel it to be wrong and like if you're missing something. You don't.
Burnout.
Grinding away at meaningless bullshit while all your needs and ambitions pile up leads to this feeling pretty consistently.
I guess I've been burned out for the past few years, then.